Dream About Rape And Anxiety 2

I was raped twice, (i counted 4 times in total during my life) a doctor came to me telling me there were no signs of a vaginal one but there had been signs of anal one, I was put in anesthesia as i didn't feel any pain after the medical procedures. I was in my home, had lots of food and was convinced the rapist was out there literally staring at me in the dark, saw a woman leaning on the window, was on the phone with my best friend, i opened the balcony's door a bit & spoke to the woman, they were Somalis. My rapist was a white man.