10 Nov 2023
Dream
In my dream it started strange right off the bat. My shift manager David came to my house. The next part which starts off the rest of the dream likely would've registered as a nightmare and women others up, as I gave him a circular saw and told him to give me a sex change. I could feel the saw grinding deep into me, but I didn't so much as flinch and simply thought. "This seems right." Somehow, it worked. Being that I wanted the change, I was happy and proud of it. So naturally I posted about it and talked to people irl. Alex was more than confused at my decision because the last time we talked I was a cis man, and out of nowhere I did this. David was there too and I even said to him, "man it must have been unnerving that I was so calm while you did that to me." He agreed. Now though I talked and posted, I didn't message any of my friends about it and I avoided messaging at all in the group. The reason for this is I assumed that Claude would not accept this. I seemed to feel everyone else would, but not him? I told lizzie, and she and krista immediately started pushing me by sending statements like "SO JESSE HAS SOMETHING TO SAY." But for a while I never did. It was then that I learned, that even though I was still with krista and never got with anyone wise, I had somehow gotten pregnant. This of course had me running now I'd have to tell Claude not only am I a girl now, but pregnant as well. There was a random side piece here where I went to a gas station and was shitting in the bathroom next to a cop. They didn't like me but when they learned of my predicament and that I was pregnant he only thought this poor thing. Then that was over. Next somehow we were all at a house together including Claude, and I just watched him unsure at a distance until I finally gave in and went to tell him. When I did I randomly was in a cardboard box, and he transformed into old snake, turned and said to me, "Of course I accept you if this is what you wanted" I registered this as Claude accepting it. Lizzie and krista continued to push me about messaging the group and I realize I didn't tell the rest of my friends I merely figured they'd just accept it. So I gave up and messaged "it's true, I am gorl. Haha now I'm JessIe, jk don't can me that or I'll beat you. I have a license to kick people in the balls now too" and it was simply accepted. That's the dream.
