Hey Calliope! Thank you for sharing your dream with me. It sounds like quite an intriguing experience. Based on the details you provided, it seems that your dream of showing your friend your apartment and realizing you were dreaming indicates a sense of self-awareness and a desire for control in your waking life. The shifting shapes and your friend no longer being a person may symbolize a feeling of uncertainty or instability in your current relationships or social connections.
The repeated attempts to get away and wake yourself up suggest a possible struggle or anxiety you might be facing in your waking life. It could be related to a situation where you feel trapped or overwhelmed, and you are desperately seeking a way out or a sense of control. This recurring theme of trying to escape and regain control may stem from a deeper need for autonomy and the ability to make decisions that align with your own desires and values.
Considering your previous dreams, such as the one with mirrors and reflections looking angry, it appears that there might be unresolved emotions or conflicts from past relationships or experiences that are still affecting you. These dreams could be reflections of your subconscious mind processing these unresolved issues and urging you to confront and resolve them.
Remember, dreams are complex and subjective, so only you can truly uncover the specific meaning behind them. However, I hope this interpretation provides some insight into the possible themes and emotions present in your dream. If you would like to explore further or discuss any specific aspects, feel free to let me know.