10 Nov 2023
Dream
My old house but it wasn’t the same at all, it was completely different. It was being renovated but also seemed semi abandoned. There was still some of my things in it and my exes belongings. I was walking around looking for the cats and ended up finding more than just mine. There was one that I found in an old dog crate that seemed to have patches of hair missing and huge scabs on it and there was a bag of medication taped to the crate. Someone was taking care of this cat, but who? I remember my dream flipping back to the night before where I was fighting with my ex and there was a sense I had of a lingering body next to her, almost as if there was suppose to be a human figure with her, like someone else. I remember feeling so angry but also like I wanted to hide maybe break down and scream or cry but that never happened. At one point I was scared; I think I was running, climbing, just trying to get away from some guy or guys who were chasing me in the old house but I don’t think this old house was mine. There’s glimpses almost like a movie scene where there was a bunch of guys in suits laying on the ground holding a man hostage and speaking in a different language. Yelling at him to be quiet in that moment because it felt as if they were worshipping something?? They also had a bag of crystal like powder or was it herb like? They gave it to the hostage and made him eat it. I remember laying there next to him too.
Back to my old house- I heard sounds of a shower and some talking. There were young girls in this old rune of what was mine. Living here rent free with their sick cat, somehow surviving. They came out, not surprised at all to see me, like it was casual and found me near some blankets with my two cats that I was about to grab and leave.
