3 Jan 2025
Dream
I had a very heavy dream just now! I was with someone I had considered a friend. We went out to eat and was having such a great time together. We had hopped on a train that reminded me of the LIRR but on the outer part of the train were the restrooms so the conductor was talking to my friend like “you girls barely made it. I was going to pull off without you…” and she had started to be rude. My friend said how we needed to really use the restroom and that we appreciated her allowing us up onto the train to use it. One of the other conductors came from the left side of the train and was shaking her head yes and stopped near me, leaned into my face and said “oh, you’re not the one that’s going to cause the commotion?” I said “no, why do you think I would? Is it…” and I was cut off in the dream as if the dream fast forwarded because I was going to ask if it was because I was black and poised, while the two train conductors were white women and my friend was too. We had gotten to “our stop” but in my dream, it didn’t feel like we weren’t supposed to be there. My friend and I had fun shopping at the mall, which gave me the feel/layout of Roosevelt Field Mall and Green Acres Mall from back home in NYC. As we were walking out the mall I’m assuming to find her car, I saw something very weird in the sky. It looked like a rocket going up and I told her to look up while saying loudly “what the fuck is that?” We stood in the middle of an aisle in the parking lot, staring at the rocket going up and then coming back down and I screamed “oh God!” One of the malls buildings moved to the side, almost as if to let us watch our doom coming towards us. 3 more objects on fire went up and came down in fire, one looked like a blimp, the other a crashing airplane and the last I couldn’t see but it was the one that was closest to her and I and by that point, I was on my hands and knees. I screamed “where’s my son!? Where is Sarki!? God forgive us! Let my baby know I love him…” The last thing on fire had just crashed before I had finished my sentence and I felt the ground shaking heavily. Whatever it was that crashed had to be maybe 10 miles away from us. I jumped up out of my sleep and kept kissing my son on his head because like I said in the dream, what the fuck was that…?
