Dream About Capture And Torture

There was a dream before this but I can’t really remember it, I just know it was about my capture guy. In this one, I guess I was kidnapped and tortured almost. I had to obey or I’d get punished. The orders I was given were almost as awful as the punishments. I had black hair, was shirtless, and had my hands tied behind my back for most of the time. At some point, my master/capture left for lunch, so i went outside for fresh air. But I had to run as fast as I could to make it back in time before he noticed. For one of the orders, I was put in metal stocks on the ground. I had something in my hand that I dropped and it was the worst possible thing I could’ve done. I think my capture beat me. Cut to a while later probably, he gave me a new task to complete. I had to cut myself. Not just a little one either, it had to go deep.