Maddy,
I'm here with an interpretation of your dream. Given the disturbing nature of the dream, the high intensity level of 4 and the negative emotions you experienced in the dream, I want to assure you that I'm approaching this with empathy and care.
Your dream appears to symbolize deep-seated fears and anxieties surrounding safety and vulnerability and it speaks of possible childhood trauma or abuse, which requires delicate care. I noticed a pattern of distressing dreams in your previous dream logs. The common theme that emerges is a sense of violation, fear of harm, and abandonment. This dream, unfortunately, amplifies these fears, suggesting that it's essential to address them.
The sudden emergency alert on the radio can be seen as a manifestation of your subconscious trying to warn you of potential danger lurking nearby. The figure of the "gingerbread man" breaking into houses and harming people can symbolize a perceived threat or trauma from your past that continues to haunt you. The fact that the figure was dressed as something that is typically associated with childhood (a gingerbread man) may further suggest that the roots of these fears lie in your early experiences.
The subsequent events in your dream, where you're being chased, raped, and murdered while your father disappears, could represent feelings of helplessness and abandonment during a traumatic event. The perpetrator being described as a "person" rather than a specific individual may indicate a sense of anonymity or dissociation associated with the trauma. Your father's disappearance in the face of danger could symbolize a lack of support or protection from those you trusted during that time.
Given the deeply personal and sensitive nature of this dream, I highly recommend seeking professional support from a therapist or counselor who specializes in trauma. They can provide a safe and supportive environment for you to explore these feelings further, process the trauma, and develop coping mechanisms to manage these fears and anxieties. Remember that you're not alone, and help is available to guide you through this journey.