Dream About Anxiety And Nostalgia

So a little bit of background before I start with my dream. I grew up in my elementary school and my middle school days with a lot of anxiety a lot of worries I was a very much of an introvert and I didn't really like to talk to anybody I did have a few friends but not in elementary really only second time in elementary that I have friends. But now to other details my oldest sister has a child and I'm basically an auntie. And earlier today I had watched a liminal space video it was a type of video that gave you awkward and anxiety inducing Vibes but the last image I remember from that video is down at the bottom of the stairwell there was another case of stairs but before that there was this newspaper rack that had some magazines on it. Now for my dream. So the dream starts off with my oldest sister wanting me to take her daughter three or four years old on a trip to the pool and my oldest sister strangely and oddly already had her daughter's bags packed so I had to pack my bag and strangely we didn't really go into the city or anything for a pool we actually took a plane which was odd I didn't know why but I just rolled with it now having my oldest sister's child and Me by myself I barely knew what I was doing with her so when I got to the place I stepped off of the plane and it immediately went straight into this building it wasn't really distorted more like there was more places that I knew about for example I walked around the halls and it was the same type of hallways that was bustling with people there was a receptionist or security desk just like my elementary school. Now going to the part where it added my middle school is when I first went into the auditorium spot and I had seen majority of my middle school and Elementary School teachers there which I don't know why they were there but middle school and Elementary School teachers there which I don't know why they were there but they we're having so many of the students that I recognized from elementary and middle school Growing Up Inside of the auditorium. The strangest part was I was holding my niece's hand and we was walking out together of the auditorium when all of a sudden I spotted none other than my elementary school teacher Miss Greene and oddly enough I was almost moved to tears even though she really didn't treat me that well when I was younger she kind of ignored me like I was invisible in her classroom I don't know why I was moved to tears happy but or maybe I was just too much in the moment so I said Miss Green? And she looked at me cuz I automatically recognized her face and she was sitting next to this lady I had no recollection of and she was talking to her after seeing me she first talks to me and she says Coral? Is that really you? And oddly smiling I say yeah. And I feel nostalgic even though it's not really a good nostalgic but it still brings me to tears. But then miss Greene turns to the other lady and she says oh yeah I've taught their generations of family which is kind of true but not really because she actually did teach me but before that she taught my middle sibling my brother before me because we ended up in the same school together so with that being said this is where it all went wrong. While I was walking again around the building still holding my niece hand mind you I literally just realized I don't know who said it but somebody yelled out that I didn't have my phone and that's when I realized it wasn't on me and I started to panic but with all the stress that I was having I sat down on the bench with my niece and this is where it all went creepily wrong I close my eyes for only one second and then woke up with my niece sleeping on me. And I'm talking deep asleep like when I woke up I was panicking I was running around the place because something wasn't right all the lights in the building were shut off and there was nobody there anymore it was so quiet I can hear my own footsteps and panic breathing and I just didn't know what to do. I was still questioning quietly like what was going on and I was holding my niece over my shoulder because she was still knocked out sleeping. And with that being said bringing back to the liminal Space video that I watched earlier this afternoon for some reason that same image of the end of the video with the newspaper rack and the magazines on top of it somehow made me wake up after cuz you see when I went to go look around I was scared to go through any doorways cuz I thought I wouldn't really be able to escape but as soon as I opened the exit staircase downward that's when I saw that rack and I woke up immediately. I don't know if the rack with the newspapers on it because I saw the clip earlier from a video was an exit point for me and told my brain like this wasn't real and I needed to wake up but that draw a lot of anxiety from me out into the open when I woke up I was sweating and I was on the verge of crying I guess cuz I didn't want to get stuck there