In my dream my crushes friend kills himself.
My crush gave up some gray joggers and they arill had a pencil in them. My frind end uo getting the pants.. She then gave him bsck the pencil. J end up walking a way because i thought my mom was outside but she wasnt.
So i went in the office to wait on my mom. On of my crush friend came to get a tardy, but ends up running away for some reason.

Friend

Office

Pants

Pencil

Running

Suicide

Walking

Dream About Crush Friends Tragedy

Visiting mother’s side grandmother’s house with mom
Buying onigiri, our favorite snacks and a pencil and a sketchbook 
The last two items are for finishing ip a group art/presentation project before the family gatherings
We get to grandma’s apartment, lounging at the third floor room while the relatives gradually gather
I work on my project sketches
This project is eerily similar to how the one for my last school trip in high school went(it was a recreational activity assignment, and it was to make a full skit in mere two nights during our stay; I was assigned the group leader for my team solely because I was the oldest of the bunch in grades(there were fucking 7th-8th graders in the mix). while other teams had their own friends and had an easier time just having fun while creating I knew none of the people prior to the event, our group were full of either socially awkward, plain unfunny, possessing blessings in the art of seriousness(cannot lighten/loosen up and jokey to save their life), or were chronic pessimist/complainer so much that it actually sabotaged the progress of the production; we ended up bombing the whole thing because none of us could or were in any condition to think up a decent sketch(the three-day schedule of the school trip was PACKED, not a minute of room for realistic rest or unwinding, nor to brainstorm or practice our ideas; it was unfairly designed and my team and I got the shortest end of the stick among all other teams my three 12th grade classmates were leading) and time ran out before we could come up with a coherent script. I blew up on their face mid-performance because I just couldn’t fucking take it(i was also in the middle of mental health crisis unsupported by adults around me and were on three bins of energy drinks), left a brave 8th grader who  came up with the script idea publicly humiliated and traumatized(I did apologize to him afterwards and deeply regretted and felt ashamed of it but still))
And just like in real life I end up mismanaging the time and forget that it was supposed to start around the same time as the family gathering party/dinner(7pm)
Once I realize this at like 8 after the first phase of the party is over I dash to a dark and quiet tatami room to connect to Zoom 
And lo and behold the one kid who suggested the plot idea for the animation is shouldering everything again; the pattern repeated itself
He/she’s getting just as reckless, hopeless, frustrated and on the edge as I was in the real-life version of this event
The plot was Japanese traditional horror story
The art style is this beautiful Japanese coarse colored cut-paper arts(Evening is expressed with indigo papers, there’s red lotus lakes, goldfishes, red lanterns and townsfolk in kimono merrily going about their business, etc.)
But all the sudden the tone of the narration changes(the medium doesn’t) and it all gets disordered beyond the savings, turning into a Hyakki Yagyo(the Demon’s Nightly Parade around the city streets from the Heian-era folklore); the one kid who shouldered it all snapped and went ‘fuck it’, started crushing the entire tone and the story on its head 
The viewers of this live animation performance(my classmates and the whole school) are intrigued and are curious about this sudden change, causing rumors to spread and such
The rest of my team members can only watch in horror as do I, since the kid refuses to relinquish the control over the livestream, feeling unimaginably guilted for making the kid shoulder everything due to our own inactions, procrastinating and unrealistic perfectionism
After the whole thing ended in a strange little comical(to us, utterly humiliating and horrifying) happenings, I go talk to the kid to first of all check in on their mental state and overall condition(wellbeing and sanity)
The kid is sitting on the tatami, looks up at me upon noticing with an eerily calm, almost uncannily gentle smile and tone
I scramble to apologize on my team’s behalf for making him/her suffer but they would not hear me, pausing me with a raise of their hand; a strange air of eery composure and authority to them now, hard to deny
I feel overwhelmingly helpless and guilty as we are both now teleported to inside a moving bus, the kind I’d see running around the Tokyo metropolitan area often
It appears the vehicle is around Hatsudai(near Ikebukuro-Setagaya); the sky is blocked by the thick, highway guardrail and the surrounding high buildings and skyscrapers, and I see a highway ramp ahead that the bus doesn’t seem to be getting on
I implore the kid what they want and such, but they ignore my words and continue on with their strange questions and words about my Vedic astrological signs, which are Uttara/Purva Bhadrapada, for moon and sun signs respectively 
Some talk about how my ruling deity, Shani(personification of Saturn in Vedic astrology; son of Indra/Surya, half-nephew of Shiva, the dreadful dispenser of karma on behalf of Lord Yama of the afterlife), Ahir Budhnya(Ananta Shesha, the Serpent from the Depths in the Hindu creation myth) as well as Aja Ekapada(the fierce, one-legged serpentine aspect of Lord Shiva, specifically in-tune with darker, occult subjects like black magic, the left hand path and such), plays major role in my nearly lethal, intense and unignorable, leader-like qualities that I am born with 
Something that is according to the kid’s observations “omnipresent in my life and in that of those who interact with me”; says whoever I interact or encounter in my life, however minor their roles or involvement may be, leaves either me or the subject person completely transformed, with their egos(and sometimes any other parts of their preconceived notions about the world or of their healthy self-esteem or ego) destroyed; that I am either the person’s karma or I myself am given the karma of Shani, Aja Ekapada’s(or of Shiva or Yama himself indirectly, through him), swiftly and devastatingly 
It’s starting to turn into some kind of a spiritual lesson delivered through this incredibly emotionally heavy reenactment of traumatic circumstances and I don’t like it
The kid ignores my discomfort and goes onto talk about the qualities of the blue sapphire, the gemstone influenced by Neelam, the personification of the gem and also a consort of Lord Shani(Saturn) and the mythical connections to what is needed(moral disciplines, consistencies and dedication to serve your fellow humans from the heart), and how it applies to this current situation(basically the kid’s telling em to humble myself and such after admitting that I’m also complicit in this dysfunctional dynamic of the project group as its team leader) and beyond(how there is an urgent need for me to heal my traumas and what came with it that is starting to affect my external environment(the people in my surroundings aka my teammates and other peers, staffs and teachers who interact with me in this school) in a scarring way)

The dream was fairly coherent, with a structured storyline that mirrored real-life events but also included some disjointed and surreal elements.

Revisiting Past School Project at Grandma's House

The dream carried a strong sense of guilt, frustration, and helplessness, especially during the reenactment of the school project.

The intensity was high due to the emotional weight and the dramatic reenactment of past traumatic events.

The dream felt somewhat realistic, particularly the school project and family gathering elements, but it had surreal components like the spiritual lesson on the bus.

The dream was highly vivid, with clear and detailed scenes like the Japanese traditional horror story and the bus ride through Tokyo.

Hope, your dream is quite vivid and layered with complex emotions and scenarios that seem to mirror some significant experiences and feelings from your waking life. Visiting your grandmother's house and buying items like onigiri, a pencil, and a sketchbook suggests a longing for comfort and nostalgia, possibly tied to simpler times or cherished family bonds. The sketchbook and pencil, intended for a group project, hint at a need for creativity and self-expression, but also carry the weight of responsibility and collaboration.

  Arriving at your grandmother's apartment and working on your sketches brings back memories of a high-pressure situation from your school days. The comparison to your last school trip project, where you were the group leader of a challenging team, highlights feelings of frustration, isolation, and the heavy burden of leadership. The chaotic and ultimately unsuccessful outcome of that project, compounded by the mental health struggles you were experiencing, seems to have left a lasting impact on you, and these emotions are resurfacing in your dream.

  The parallel between the dream project and the real-life event is striking. Both situations involve a sense of mismanagement, time slipping away, and the pressure of external expectations. When you dash to the tatami room to connect to Zoom, only to find the same kid shouldering the entire burden again, it underscores a recurring theme of unfair responsibility and the guilt associated with it. The transition of the project's storyline into a chaotic and dark Hyakki Yagyo reflects a fear of losing control and the consequences of collective inaction and perfectionism.

  The interaction with the kid after the performance, where they exhibit an eerie calm and dismiss your apologies, suggests a deep-seated guilt and helplessness. The subsequent scene on the bus through Tokyo, with the kid discussing your Vedic astrological signs and the spiritual implications, introduces a layer of self-reflection and existential questioning. The references to Shani, Ahir Budhnya, and Aja Ekapada point to a profound internal struggle with your sense of identity, leadership, and the transformative impact you have on others.

  The dream evolves into a spiritual lesson, with the kid's discourse on the blue sapphire and moral disciplines urging you to confront and heal your traumas. This reflects an urgent need for self-compassion and a reassessment of how your unresolved issues may be affecting your interactions and relationships. It's a call to humble yourself and recognize the shared responsibility in any group dynamic, and to seek healing for the emotional scars that influence your behavior and perceptions.

  Hope, this dream is a powerful narrative of your inner world, blending past experiences with current emotional states and spiritual reflections. It serves as a reminder of the importance of self-awareness, healing, and the need to navigate your leadership roles with empathy and balance.

Abandoned home

Family

Group

Party

School

Teacher

Time

Dream About Anime Project And Family Gathering

I was making me and another guy a snack. I used a toaster to heat peanut butter and then rolled pencils in it. I also wanted to make pop-tarts, but the toaster had gotten moved and the inside parts were missing. Another girl wanted to use the toaster after me to roll pencils in peanut butter too. When I woke up, I felt sick about the idea of eating pencils.

While the dream had a narrative about making snacks, the inclusion of pencils made it feel disjointed.

Snack Preparation with Pencils

The dream felt unsettling, particularly with the thought of eating pencils covered in peanut butter.

There was a strong feeling of discomfort when contemplating the idea of consuming pencils.

The scenario seemed bizarre as the act of heating peanut butter in a toaster was unrealistic.

The details of the dream, like the toaster and the pencils, were quite clear and memorable.

JASMiNE, your dream presents a fascinating exploration of creativity, nourishment, and the underlying anxieties that can come with sharing space and resources. The act of making a snack can often symbolize a desire to nurture oneself or others, reflecting a fundamental human need for connection and care. In your case, preparing a snack not only for yourself but also for another guy indicates a willingness to engage in relationships, suggesting a longing for companionship or the importance of shared experiences in your life. However, the choice of peanut butter, a comfort food for many, paired with the unconventional and rather bizarre action of rolling pencils in it, introduces a layer of complexity. This may point to a desire to blend the ordinary with the whimsical, showcasing your creative side, yet it also raises questions about what you might be trying to suppress or transform in your waking life.

  The toaster, a common kitchen appliance, symbolizes transformation and the process of change. In your dream, the toaster had been moved, and its inner parts were missing. This could represent feelings of displacement or instability in your life. It may suggest that you feel unprepared or ill-equipped to transform certain aspects of your life, particularly those tied to your nurturing instincts or creative endeavors. The absence of parts needed to make pop-tarts could indicate that you feel something essential is lacking in your current endeavors, whether it be support, resources, or even motivation.

Sick

Dream About Peanut Butter And Pencils

I was in my teacher's room and I was talking about a pencil, then I was talking about how I regretted something.

The dream had a somewhat coherent storyline but also felt disjointed at times

Teacher's Room Conversation

The dream had a mix of regret and curiosity about the past

The emotions and conversations felt quite intense

The setting was somewhat realistic but also had surreal elements

The details of the room and the conversation were very clear and vivid

Dream About Teacher Room Regret

I was looking for my brother someone had kid napped him and I. Order for me to fined him I had to decode something to unloxked the phone number where I could reach the ppl they had the first 6 numbers where 296289 I could never get the last for wrtting down do to everything I used to pick up wouldn't write I try using a pencil but when I went to grab a pencil instead of a pen or mark the pencil had disappeared. Then I woke up  I keep have recurring dreams of my brother missing my mother dose to he is currently locked up and serving a good amount of time in the prison

The dream had a relatively low level of coherence, as it involved a mix of realistic and confusing elements, such as the difficulty in writing down the phone number and the sudden disappearance of the pencil.

Searching for Kidnapped Brother

The dream had a tense and anxious emotional tone due to the fear and urgency of searching for your kidnapped brother.

The dream had a moderate level of intensity, with the search for your brother creating a sense of urgency and determination.

The dream was quite realistic, featuring everyday objects and situations, such as searching for a phone number and using writing instruments.

The dream was moderately vivid, with clear and detailed imagery, such as the specific numbers of the phone number and the disappearance of the pencil.

<center>Morgan, I'm here to help you understand your dream and its connection to your current emotions and experiences.</center><br>

	It sounds like you're having a recurring dream about your brother being kidnapped, and you have to decode something to find him. This dream is likely related to your anxiety about your brother's well-being, especially considering he's currently in prison. The missing last digits of the phone number could symbolize the uncertainty and lack of control you feel in this situation. The disappearing pencil adds to this feeling of helplessness, as it represents your inability to reach out and connect with your brother.

	This dream could also be a reflection of your feelings of guilt or responsibility for your brother's situation. The act of decoding could represent your attempts to understand what happened and how you could have prevented it. It's important to remember that you're not responsible for your brother's choices, and that you've done everything you can to support him.

	It's understandable that you're feeling overwhelmed by these recurring dreams. They can be a source of significant stress and anxiety. However, it's important to remember that dreams are often symbolic and don't always reflect reality. Your dream is likely a way for your subconscious mind to process your emotions and anxieties.

	If you're feeling overwhelmed by these dreams, it might be helpful to talk to a trusted friend or family member about how you're feeling. You could also consider journaling about your dreams to help you understand them better. If you're struggling to cope with your anxiety, it might be beneficial to seek professional help from a therapist.

	Remember, Morgan, you're not alone in this. Many people experience recurring dreams that cause them distress. There are resources available to help you cope with these dreams and manage your anxiety.<br>

	<center>I hope this interpretation has been helpful for you, Morgan. Please let me know if you have any further questions.

Phone

I Dreamt Of Finding My Kidnapped Brother

It stated off in my grans house is Salisbury a selection of my other relatives happened to be there as well but they were acting a little bit hostile towards me and weren’t being nice which isn’t like how they are in real life. 

I could feel myself getting really annoyed and angry at everyone untill I saw my girlfriend. I asked if she was going to work things out with me (we were on a smallest breaks last year but are back togeather now) and she seemed like she didn’t care or wanted me. 

In the dream I was so angry I started breaking items out of anger but once I have begun to touch things they started to multiply. 

I saw this shapes floating about and figured if I could focus on them close my eyes and jump I could float I think into other places almost like floating away 

Before the dream ended I started writing this very journal down but in a notebook with a pencil

The dream lacked coherence, with fragmented and disjointed elements, particularly in the transitions between different scenes and the floating shapes.

Emotional Outburst

The dream was primarily characterized by feelings of anger and frustration, particularly towards the dreamer's relatives and girlfriend.

The dream reached a high level of intensity, with the dreamer feeling extremely angry and destructive.

The dream had a somewhat realistic setting, taking place in the dreamer's grandmother's house, but the events and behaviors of the characters were somewhat distorted.

The dream was moderately vivid, with clear and detailed imagery, especially during the moments of anger and frustration.

Interpretation:

	Hi Sweep,

	The emotions you experienced in your dream suggest that you're feeling some unresolved anger and frustration, perhaps stemming from the conflicts with your relatives and the uncertainty surrounding your relationship. 

	The act of breaking items in the dream might symbolize your desire to release these negative emotions, but the subsequent multiplication of those items indicates that you may be struggling to find effective ways to do so. 

	Interestingly, you mention that you were able to float away by focusing on shapes and closing your eyes, which could represent a coping mechanism. Dreams often provide us with symbolic solutions to our problems, so perhaps this act of floating symbolizes your need to seek inner peace and distance yourself from the stressful situations in your life. It might be helpful to explore relaxation techniques and mindfulness practices that can help you manage your emotions and find balance.

Acting

Attention

Girlfriend

House

Life

Year

Breaking

Figure

Floating

Going

Jumping

Dream About Getting Angry And Breaking Things

I dreamed that I was talking with someone, and I felt sad, and suddenly they said something that made me furious, and I stabbed them with a pencil or something like that, but they didn't do anything, they just looked at me, and whoever was it said "Did you finished you tantrum or what?", then I woke up.

The dream was somewhat coherent, as it had a clear beginning and end, and the events followed a logical sequence.

Stabbed with a Pencil

The dreamer felt sad and furious in the dream, as they stabbed someone with a pencil.

The dream was intense, as the dreamer felt strong emotions and engaged in a violent act.

The dream was somewhat realistic, as it involved a common everyday object (a pencil) and a plausible scenario (an argument).

The dream was moderately vivid, as the dreamer can recall specific details and sensory experiences.

Cindy, your dream is a powerful reflection of suppressed emotions and inner turmoil. The conversation in your dream leading to feelings of sadness mirrors unresolved issues or unexpressed emotions in your waking life. The sudden shift to feeling furious and resorting to violence, symbolized by stabbing with a pencil, suggests a buildup of anger or frustration that needs attention. The lack of reaction from the other person in your dream, just looking at you, could represent your own internal conflict and the need to confront your emotions. The statement 'Did you finish your tantrum or what?' could indicate a sense of self-awareness or a call to acknowledge and address your feelings rather than ignoring or suppressing them. This dream may be urging you to explore and process your emotions in a healthy way to prevent them from escalating and causing distress.

Looking

Stabbing

Dream Of Stabbing Someone

There was an alien invasion when I was staying at a this hotel. I was helping the police dispose of all of the alien eggs to crush them. A big part of the dream was that I had a “job” at this ice cream place that also was a singing studio. I often came back from my job angry and distressed. I got upset at one of my friends because they purposefully broke my pencil when I was in the middle of writing. At some point I was sobbing and screaming for my mom. Because of the alien invasion there was extreme traffic. A news airplane landed and began asking people questions about me. When I finally found my mom, I felt so relieved.

The dream had some coherence, with a clear beginning, middle and end. However, there were also some disjointed elements, such as the sudden appearance of the news airplane.

Alien Invasion and Ice Cream Job

The dream had a mix of emotions, including fear, frustration and finally relief. The dreamer felt overwhelmed and distressed, but also found comfort in finding their mom.

The dream was intense, with the dreamer feeling overwhelmed and distressed by the events. The intensity reached its peak when the dreamer was sobbing and screaming for their mom.

The dream was a mix of realistic and unrealistic elements. The alien invasion and the ice cream job were unrealistic, but the emotions and interactions with others felt real.

The dream was moderately vivid, with the dreamer being able to recall specific details and emotions. The images and sensations were clear and memorable.

Airplane

My crush

Friends

Hotel

Middle

Mother

Part

Police

Singing

Aliens

Ground

Helping

Invasion

Point

Screaming

Traffic

My Job

Dream About Alien Invasion And Helping Police Dispose Of Alien Eggs

i was living in this apartment with my family, on the top floor. it looked like one of the apartments i lived in as a kid in the waking world. we had some weird neighbors, but didn’t think much of it. few days later we hear a bunch of commotion going on outside. so we open the doors, and the apartments around us are a different color. they were green, like that ugly forest green color. we noticed a strange man on a latter trying to paint the apartments with a paintbrush. we closed the door and opened it again a few minutes later, and they were brown. we saw the man walking weirdly into the apartment complexes across from us. the apartments form a square in the middle, so that’s all grass and mailboxes in the middle of it. we decided to go follow the man and see what he was up to, and it was like he was possessed. in the waking world, in the sims 4 one of my favorite packs is strangerville. the way the sims get possessed by the motherplant is how this guy was acting like in my dreams. it was so weird. anyways we followed him, and ended up at a floral shop. then it changed into a gas station, and i saw that red car, and the numbers 11, 12, 13, 15 and maybe 10 were in white by the right tire. the numbers were kinda small but you could easily see them. they were scattered around like a word puzzle but in the same area. i then ‘woke up’ in my dream telling myself i need to memorize these numbers when i woke up, so i got a little notebook and pencil, and wrote the numbers down along with the color of the car. then i actually woke up in the waking world.

While the dream involved surreal events, it maintained a cohesive narrative, with a clear sequence of events and a logical progression, despite the strange transformations and encounters.

The Strange Man

The dream had a mix of emotions, from curiosity to unease, as the dreamer and their family witnessed strange events and followed a possessed man.

The dream's intensity stemmed from the unsettling behavior of the possessed man, the changing colors of the apartments, and the pursuit of the man through different locations.

The dream setting and characters felt familiar to the dreamer, resembling an apartment they had lived in and incorporating elements from their favorite Sims 4 pack, adding to the dream's sense of realism.

The details of the dream were clear and distinct, from the green and brown apartments to the red car with the scattered numbers, making the dream feel immersive and memorable.

Apartment

Child

Environment

Living

Number

World

Bunch

Color

Door

Floor

Grass

Packing

Squares

Tires

Four

Gas Station

outside

10 / Ten

Puzzle

I Dreamt Of A Possessed Man And A Red Car With Numbers

I just saw in black words "I love you" and in the background it was grey almost like stitching or pencil.

The dream is somewhat coherent, as the black words and grey background form a cohesive image.

Black Words on Grey Background

The dream evokes a sense of mystery and intrigue, with the black words standing out against the grey background.

The dream is moderately intense, as the black words and grey background create a sense of curiosity and wonder.

The dream is not very realistic, as it consists of simple black words on a grey background.

The dream is moderately vivid, as the black words and grey background are clear and distinct.

Anon,

	This dream, though brief, carries a message of love and connection. The black words "I love you" stand out against a grey background, suggesting that this message is both significant and deeply rooted. The grey color, often associated with neutrality or uncertainty, could indicate that you're open to exploring this expression of love, but perhaps with some caution or hesitation.

	Considering your previous dreams, it's interesting to note that the theme of love and relationships has been present. In one dream, you mentioned feeling replaced, which could reflect some insecurities or concerns about your current relationship status. However, in this current dream, the focus shifts to a more positive and direct expression of love. This could symbolize a growing sense of confidence and self-worth, as you embrace the possibility of love and connection.

Love

Words

Dream About Seeing I Love You In Black Words On Grey Background

I was sharpening my pencil, the pencil was yellow and short. The sharpener was missing the container and only the shaver was there. It was the color white.

I was experimenting with the different sharpener holes out of curiosity. But I ended up with the narrower pencil.

The dream was coherent and had a logical structure, with a clear beginning, middle, and end.

Sharpening the Pencil

The dream had a moderate level of intensity, with some curiosity and experimentation.

The dream was fairly realistic, with a clear setting and objects that are commonly used.

The dream was moderately vivid, with clear images and details.

Holes

Yellow

Dream About Sharpening Yellow Pencil

I had a very stressful dream. I was on shoulders of two guys, who where trying to get me out of the dark room through the door. At the same time we were on a rolling pin. On the curved suface of the rolling pin there was a black line made of pencil on which we we behind the line and these two guys were trying bring me ahead of the line carrying me on their shoulders. I was not in condition to stand by myself and I was conscious. Somehow my mind said coming out of room and coming in front of the line happened same time and were same event.

The dream lacked coherence as it involved multiple disjointed elements such as being on shoulders, a rolling pin, and a black line, without a clear narrative.

Stressful Rolling Pin Dream

The dream had a stressful tone as the dreamer felt anxious and pressured to get out of the dark room.

The intensity of the dream was high as the dreamer felt a sense of urgency and struggle to get ahead of the black line.

The dream was not very realistic as it involved being carried on the shoulders of two guys on a rolling pin with a black line.

The dream was quite vivid as the dreamer could clearly see the details of the dark room, the rolling pin, and the black line.

 
    Hey Ash,

	    Your dream seems to symbolize feeling overwhelmed and struggling to move forward in a challenging situation. Being carried on the shoulders of two guys while on a rolling pin suggests that you're relying on external support to navigate a difficult phase. The black line made of pencil could represent a boundary or obstacle you're trying to overcome.

	    It's interesting to note that you mention the event of coming out of the room and crossing the line happening simultaneously. This might indicate that you feel a sense of urgency to overcome this challenge and make progress.

	                
    <Show connection to previous dreams>

	                
    I noticed that in your previous dream, you were also facing obstacles and feeling a sense of competition. This suggests a recurring theme of feeling challenged and striving for success. It might be helpful to reflect on what's causing these feelings in your waking life and consider strategies for managing stress and building resilience.

	    Remember, dreams are personal and subjective, so take what resonates with you and leave what doesn't. If you'd like to discuss your dreams further or have any questions, feel free to ask.

Dark Room

Front

Mind

Dream Of Being Carried Through Dark Room

Career

Being Pregnant

Family dying

Getting hit

Home Invasion

Natural Disasters

Seeing Dead Relatives

Sex Dreams

Sleep Sex

World ending

This is a symbol of the strength of your words and communication. This signifies that you need to communicate with others in order to get what you want faster. Sometimes, it can also be a strong phallic symbol, representing the things you are putting into the world.

Pencil – Dream Interpretations

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