25 Apr 2024
Dream
This dream that I'm talking about is happening a while ago. The dream is happening about a week or two ago and is involving my husband. So the thing is my husband has been ill since the arrival of our son last year in May. He was hit by an illness where his heart got weakened so we knew he was really sick. He wasn't understanding the meaning of the illness and wasn't ready for what it meant for him and that's okay. This dream is accompanied by that since he got sick, his illness and in a short amount of time from January this year to March this year his illness escalated quickly and he was determined terminal back in the end of February. Yes, so he was determined terminal, which meant that he would have days, weeks, maybe months. We wouldn't know for sure, but we knew that he was going to die. We knew it. So he died on the 11th of March 2024 at 6.30 he was determined dead but I know he was dead before that because I knew because I was there when he took his last breath I saw it. I called for help before we got to the point where he took his last breath, but no one came. So, when he took his last breath, I went out to the hall to call for help, because I knew it was time. And they started CPR as they should, because maybe they could get him back to life. But I knew that was not the case. His heart had failed, like we knew it would, because of his illness. So, the dream I had about a week or two ago involved this. It's important to say I had our son with me the day he died, but he wasn't in the dream. So, the dream I had about a week or two ago involved this. So the dream I had involved me and my husband in this hospital room and he's laying here on the bed. I can see he's very sick. I can see he's out of breath and out of energy. He doesn't feel like himself and I just sit there and look at him and then I I ask him. I actually ask him while sitting there. I ask him are you are you are you going to die? How are you feeling? And just sitting there empty for words because he wasn't answering because he was relaxing. he was sleeping just sitting there asking ask him these questions are you going to die today and not getting an answer? Was hard and then I see him taking his last present dying and I have been recurring since he he died me dreaming of him and his last breath and it’s kind of haunting I think I don’t know if it’s trying to tell me something by you said over and over again but I keep seeing him dying laying there sleeping and taking his last breath and just like he’s giving up being happy being free
