18 Jun 2024
Dream
I was sitting on the floor next to a coffee table. I had a burning cigarette in an ashtray on the table to my left. And a full pack in a cigarette case in the center. There was clutter covering the table, magazines, coasters, balled up paper. My ex girlfriends sister walked in. Picked up my pack of cigarettes and took one out. Didn't ask, just did. Which fits perfectly in character to the real Shay (Real life - side bar) Her and I used to be good friends in college, then I started dating her sister. Ended up with her fracturing my right orbital wall of my eye. Her sister (Brittany) and I were together almost 4 years prior to this. Only made it another year longer. We were supposed to get married 12/12/21. Brittany left me a few months before our wedding date. (Back to dream). Her sister lights the cigarette, and Britt walks into the room. She had mid length straight dark hair with blue, teal and purple hair tinsel in it. Which is super weird because she was never ever a girly girl. Super tomboy. Hair always cut like a guys and super crimpy. I stood up, and she fell into my arms. I was confused because she was there. I was relieved and elated, because... she was there. We havent spoken in years. I remember they were both dressed in black. Like the had just been to a funeral. Then my alarm went off and I woke . up. (Real) There hasn't been anyone since Britt. Not even an almost date. Nothing. I went from never not having someone, to being in complete solitude since she left. I know though, if she walked into my life tomorrow, I'd take her back quicker than a heartbeat.