19 Jun 2024
Dream
I dreamt I was at my sisters house with my cousin and we were talking in the living room with her daughter there. I was distracted b'se I could notice signs that another toddler had clearly been there and just things. They must have been older than my niece by a year or two... perhaps a boy. Anyway, this distracted me from being fully present in the room. I needed the toilet and went to the corner of the room, the area that my niece normally goes to when she's pooing in her nappy, and i began pushing. My niece came over and asked me if I wanted to poo, embarrassed that i was about to do it in the corner of the living room that was not hidden, I said yes, held my bottom where a poo was starting to come out and then headed upstairs for the toilet. On my way up my sister asked me to make dessert as she was cooking dinner. In my hurry as I was holding poo from leaving my bottom and hitting the floor, I stopped and asked her what she said. I don't know who replied out of her and my cousin but I just made haste up the stairs. Once I got into the toilet,I realised it had been renovated. The theme was shiny black and silver. I opened the tap to first wash my hands and the water went everywhere. My sister came in to explain how things worked in there and handed me a towel. I think I was frustrated that she didn't tell me before hand. As I proceeded to clean the bathroom I noticed it was now also a wet room combined. I also saw kids trainers in the bathroom and wondered whose they were. Too big for my niece. My cousin came into the bathroom, he was on the phone but helped me clean. We cleaned the entire bathroom, more than what was required. When he left and I sat on the toilet, I think I heard God? And a woman talking. The woman was saying " but I don't think she will help me" and God said, "trust me, just ask".
Once I left the bathroom and returned downstairs we continued chatting. Someone asked my sister, maybe even me, I don't know, if her and her husband are ready for another child. She softly smiled and gave a little nod. Once I left, I was walking down the road and a woman stopped me and asked me to follow her. I did without question but inward wonder and curiosity, she walkes ahead of me with her head the whole time. We didn't speak, make eye contact. She led me to a store and asked me if I could buy her somethings. On the counter she placed a box of cigarettes and another 2 items that I don't recall. When I went to pay the card I used didn't work. I told the guy at the till my card doesn't and that I was robbed. Suddenly I turnt to the lady that led me there and said, "you're the person who robbed me, arent you? " with tears down her face she looked at me. Didn't answer and fled the shop. I noticed she was also wearing my jacket. The strange thing about this dream is that a year ago in real life, my cousins house was actually robbed. The robbers took my coat and my card and driving licence. They were never found. And I haven't thought about this in so long.
