Dream Meanings – page 580

20 Jun 2024

Dream

March 21st-22nd, 2024 Not in any particular order- ⁃ Fighting… ⁃ Was in a fantasy like battle with similar game mechanics as Kirby video games? ⁃ My abusive mother was there—someone else…a bf? Maybe Garyikayi ⁃ Was beating both of them as they went after me ⁃ Toilet was broken ⁃ Poop on a paper towel? I don’t know ⁃ Abusive Mother and Boyfriend Garikayi tried to punish me but I did win ⁃ Clones? Armies? Vision started getting blurry ⁃ False Woke up (in dream) in a strange version of the room I’m sleeping in currently. ⁃ Paternal Grandma Neal, Paternal Uncle (Dad’s brother) Arsinneal—David…Abusive Mother was all there. Something initiated a fight cuz I was fighting all 4 of them and decided I’d move into Tai’s early with my partner, Rammy— ⁃ Couldn’t find my glasses so everything was still blurry- ⁃ I’ve won the 4v1 more than once- ⁃ Suicide and murder is mentioned at least once or twice. ⁃ I end up in a carnivalesque setting? In line for tickets? a clown ride? ⁃ High School acquaintance, Reed, was working as employee there- ⁃ I remember going to the ticket booth and feeling my partner, Rammy, stand behind me and protectively wrap their arm around my shoulders. ⁃ Warmly, comforting. ⁃ I couldn’t see them…but I know he was there. ⁃ Rammy was wearing all black…with a black and white grunge t-shirt, Leather jacket, and converse. ⁃ I felt safe. Woke up to my phone ringing. I didn’t answer it.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

Toby cuddling, saying goodbye to him, pet him and him laying on my chest. Being in college again.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

A few days ago I had a dream that really disturbed me. In the dream my dad seduced and had sex with a girl I've seen in the past and I care about in order to hurt me. My dad has never done something like that before, but it has continued to bother me

20 Jun 2024

Dream

I was taking a shower on a city bus. There were people riding the bus and seemed like it was normal for someone to take a shower on the bus. I owned a house in a culdesac. I was outside painting the street white and a neighbor was watching me. She thought it was so luxurious that I was turning the black street white. She complimented my shoes and showed me all of her jewelry on her hands. I said I will have that too some day. I was at a grocery store with a friend picking out things to make Cuban sandwiches. I noticed other customers were opening packages and eating and then putting the open packages back. I thought it was really rude of them to do that. We get to the check out counter and there are two men at the register. They said we couldn’t buy our items because they were the last things that weren’t opened and they want them. I bargained with them that I would make them a sandwich each if they let us pay for our things. They accepted and let us go. I was at another grocery store with a man and five little girls. They were all over the place, grabbing food and eating it in the store and leaving trash on the floor. I told them they are being very disrespectful and they can’t just open food without paying. I noticed other customers just dropping food containers on the floor, eating things and putting back what they didn’t finish, leaving trash on the floor. It was stressing me out seeing people do this. We get back to the car and the girls pile into the car but there are other things in the car so there isn’t any room to sit down or fit the groceries in. I noticed the parking lot was flooded to my knees.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

My mom and stepfather took us to the neighbors house for a party, it started off great but as time passed the kids started to bully each other and tried to hurt me and my siblings and my old step siblings as well, they chased us with knives, pushed us into the pool, and put a voodoo curse on us. My mom and stepfather went home leaving us there and the parents started to drink and they kids got worse. My little sister Zori snuck home and after I noticed what they were doing I snuck out. My siblings all of them snuck out and we were not supposed to be at home so we snuck in but I was talking to my sister as my other siblings ate food, we never got to eat and we knew my mom wasn't trying to poison us and I threw plates on top of the china cabinet and me and my other siblings heads cause if my mom stormed upstairs saying “If I catch anyone in there I'm locking them in that room until I come back.” my younger stepsibling from the past head in the dining room and my mom saw him picked him up and threw him in the room but never locked the door then she walked to the closet door and had me and my sister come out and said “I’m not locking you in there but I’m going to ask you one question I’m not going to force you do you want to come?” And I said no and she left and the dream faded to black.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt I was in the ocean with some friends. But as we were getting out of the water we noticed there was a huge wall of water between us and the actual shore. For almost a mile there was nothing but sand. We initially started moving toward the wall but soon we noticed it was beginning to slowly collapse from the top. We started running the other way back to the water, knowing we had to get as far as possible for the eventual waves that would come. We ran for at least 15 minutes until we saw more people in the water. We looked back frequently to see the top of the wall was slowly sloping off. We met a man who told us how to survive - that we had to draw a U shape in the sand facing away from the wall and squat down - when the waves came (big and dangerous) we did this and we’re able to avoid being swept away. A few people did this and survived. I realized there were tons of people in the water and many were people I knew. Eventually all the wall collapsed and the water returned to normal. We were able to go to shore. When we did my two friends and I walked to a house near the beach and I noticed they were not looking or talking to me much at all. I woke up in that dream into another dream but I can’t remember what happened there.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

i woke up and i was in my room, i was feeling phisicaly squezed ou of power and i tought i i had sleep paralysis. I tried slow to move and i could, so i told mu self in my toughts that is a dream so i tried to fall asleep for waking up. i fall asleep i dreamed something i don’t remember than i woke up back in my room. i tried to turn on my night light but it wouldn’t turn on and i tried to find my phone to see what time is itand to watch some tik toks. when i was searching for my phone i noticed that my door was open, and i remembered i never sleep with my door open. i tried to find a reason for the lamp and the door like my mum might went in my room and unpluged my night light and opened my door. i tried to get up and turn the light on in my room but i felt a presure over my head and felt dizzy and my sight was blurry, i get up and went to my mum in the other room, i was feeling more and more dizzy. i was in my mum’s room and i told her how i feel and she started yelling at me that i’m allwqys seek first with my stomach than that, and she told me to leave her alone that she don’t care. That i looked at some christmas globes in the room and was starnge because was the first time in my life when i saw those, we never had those. Then i went back to my room and the room was strange was like someone was in there and turbed upside down my sofa and trow all my stuf over everywhere, was a total mess. i couldn’t understand anything in that moment. Then i wake up back in my bed and i was scared, tried to turn on my night light, and it wouldn’t work again. i rushed to turn on the light in my room and in that moment i felt dizzy again i went to my mum’s room with a blurry sight and dizzy to tell my mum. In the room i don’t know why first i tried to talk with my father and he itnored me, also i could’t tell that he was my father because i cludn’t see his face i could see just his body. Then i went to my mum in that moment my sight was verry blurry and i couldn’t see anything. I put my hand on her hand to wake her up and i felt that her fingers were very thin and long and then she screamd at me with manly demonic voice “get down of me”.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

⁃ We were in a school…a warped version of my middle school and the main hall from Albert Einstein High School. ⁃ Climbing stairs to different floors ⁃ TwistedDisaster (Michie) was there? With a promise and coloring character designs ⁃ Someone in a wrap similar to an Arabian Woman but the wrap was fully colored in Gradient rainbow was being drawn. Even outside the lines ⁃ Mrs. Walsh & Mrs. Harris were there as I did this— ⁃ Michie eventually turned me away for any more drawing ⁃ Both art teachers were giving me medicine(?) through my wrist—needles? ⁃ At sole point I started being able to jump floors and stories and land safely with no broke bones and legs ⁃ After awhile I was sent to Mrs Harris again and she gave me another shot ⁃ I was no longer masking. Unable to mask what I’m thinking or feeling, and unable to hold either back. ⁃ At this discovery from saying what was on my mind, I found Mrs. Harris. And she asked, “How do you feel?” ⁃ I let her have it. Explaining how saying what the Fuck I thought all the time was dangerous, how it contributed to my bruises, cuts, and majority of my physical and mental abuse by my mother. I was angry at Mrs. Harris. ⁃ Thoroughly explaining also why I was terrified to speak my mind, as I’m now only way to speak. As it’s caused me to be I betrayed and ousted by several communities ⁃ I see someone in the distance. I chase them like they’re the White Rabbit in Wonderland. He’s been evasive and even managing to trick me and a few others byby disguising himself as a cop. ⁃ The cop was in his normal clothes but I had a “Wait a minute” moment ⁃ Looked behind him and saw the person I was chasing with his hoodie or strung up shirt wrapped around his body like a harness running away as I chased him—hot on his tail again ⁃ He goes one way and I suggest to two others to cut him off at the exit but the longer way. And to be quick about it. ⁃ A white dog with black spots—A Samoyed? Or a very floofy bear dog, I also gently commanded with urgency to pursue the running Individual. ⁃ I also start running. I wake up to David’s dark tabby male cat Lister purrs and loud audio in my headphones. Both are taken care of.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

first i dreamd posibly nothing or just darkness, then i wake up but i just thought that, because i could open my eyed and see my room but i couldn’t move i was in sleep paralysis. And i could feel that something like a black demon or creature is near me and it could touch me any time, i tried to move but i felt without any power, hopeless, that some sort of power stand me still in that position, than somehow i wake up for real.

20 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamt of snail eggs being on my body , 2 of them , one on my shoulder and one on my bottom

20 Jun 2024

Dream

February 18-19, 2024 ⁃ Bugs…There was one that was yellow and black..akin to a murder hornet but something else. A black and yellow skull…a narrow beetle that could fly? But was poisonous? ⁃ Bought my younger siblings something from my wishlist as a surprise. A kid Jeep they could drive around. A blanket for warmth and safety. ⁃ The mailman remembered me when delivering the first package and gave me the items right there as we were at an event. ⁃ I remember such a deep sense of fury and anger. I still feel it. ⁃ My abusive mother tried so many times to take credit for what I did. Raising the kids she had including myself, providing emotional support, and protecting them physically. ⁃ Often enough prior to entering the vampire performance(?) I fought my abusive mother. Throwing her, beating her…truly as much as she did to me. ⁃ We went inside. I Noticed the performers were wearing the things I bought for two young toddler girls…including the pants I had set aside for dinner. ⁃ I remember…One of the performers telling me to put on pants? ⁃ Another performer whose vampire fangs were not so fake after all. Tried to eat from my neck. But I stopped him and left, not from fear but from trust. Thinking I would let him do it later, as I had something to take care of. Which he understood and smiled warmly. ⁃ Abusive Mother called paternal grandparents for reinforcements at dinner. After I had to run around and grab so much stuff that she thrown away and gave to others, these were items meant for the abused and neglected children abusive mother had. ⁃ I was furious and I remember my grip tearing through fabric pillows and tossing said pillows in the dumpster. ⁃ Seeing someone familiar with green YMCA Staff shirt running out the door. ⁃ My abusive mother has reigned in all I knew of folks she thought I knew; and they were trying to hide. ⁃ So I commanded they all come out to hear my story. Starting with how “I had to lie to stay alive in the midst of abuse.” But I woke up before I could finish my sentence past, “I had to lie.” I’m still feeling the effects of fury…indignance…the need to prove myself.