19 Jun 2024
Dream
I had a dream that I needed to use the toilet. I was sitting down playing a Game on my phone and then I accidentally soiled myself , I could feel it in my underwear. I was talking to a young black boy and showing him a game on my phone aware that I had dirty underwear. I knew what the game looked like but it was different and my progress was not as good as it should have been as it said I was offline. I left the people I was with which included my wife, as I walked away I realised I was in my childhood town, as I was walking I thought that I needed to tell my mum I had soiled myself, as I was walking I remember being worried that people may see me with dirty clothes covered in shit. I didn’t make it home and then suddenly I was in a different area that I knew and it was dark. I was aware I was walking home but I was now clean. There was a person walking next to me who stopped to talk to someone in a car, he had headphones on and was singing. Although I was as long way away I could hear the man in the car telling the other man that his dad had died and the other person was offering him his condolences. As I was walking along the road I was looking into houses, at one house there was a party going on and I went in, the party was full of teenagers. I saw my stepdaughter and started to talk to her. Although it was a house it felt more like a restaurant. I left as I needed to go home but said I would me back, as I was walking home I saw a waitress who asked me if I wanted to order a drink I said yes, she asked for a card payment but i I knew I had no money. My card did not work and I said I would pay later. As I was walking I remember someone stepping on my foot, I went to them and explained how they had trodden on my foot and that it had hurt, although they did not apologise they seemed sorry.
