23 Nov 2024
Dream
Terrible dream. I was hanging out with my ex-husband in some kind of small apartment or barracks room. He left with a lady and we were all three supposed to go and find the gym which is where I actually happen to be going in real life this morning. They were expecting me to go with them, and yet they were only two bikes, and I was walking and didn’t know where I was headed or how to get there, and then they just took off and all I could see was a traffic light way ahead and I didn’t know which direction to go or how to get there and was very frustrated. I felt totally left behind and unsupported. Then, at some point I was back in that room and my daughter and her friend were playing, and I felt trapped because I was trying to get them to leave with me because I had errands to run but they wouldn’t go and they said they had to decorate for Christmas and in the middle of the room was a big Christmas tree. I couldn’t just leave them because I think it was like an all-male barracks and kids weren’t allowed anyway. Then, it was just me and I was back in my original city of Alexandria, Virginia, where I used to live. I was wearing nothing but a towel which I kept trying to fix around me, but it kept coming open and slipping; at some point, I was in a vehicle with a taxi driver or something and this kept happening with the towel. I was horribly embarrassed, and I kept trying to keep the towel covering my body, but it wasn’t working and I kept apologizing. At one point, my right boob popped out in plain view. I remember lying down somewhere resting, or sleeping, and other people seeing me that way and being so embarrassed because I wondered what the heck they thought of me. Later, I was standing in a parking lot. I still only had my towel and I had a beach chair. I was trying to figure out what to do with myself when I heard a siren and a police car pulled up and then I knew that wasn’t good. I frantically continued to try and find a document on my phone to prove that I did own a home and I was not homeless. I wasn’t having any luck finding the paperwork; then she told me the ambulance would be coming. I asked why and she told me it was standard procedure after every police encounter or something. I was still standing in the parking lot as the police officer began to have dinner outside at a nearby restaurant with her friend. they told me that I was being charged with a sex crime. I was so upset because I said it was just a towel and I was trying to explain and then I asked is this going to keep me from getting a job? I asked them if it was a misdemeanor or a felony. I don’t think I got a response, but all I could think about is that I was just trying to get to the gym and all these bad things happened to me.