Dream About Fast Cars And Highways

7th I have a reoccurring dream of my oldest brother who was murdered 36 years ago. I don't get this dream as often as I used to but I did have it again and the dream is always the same it's me and him in a car and the car's going real real fast and all I could see are all kinds of different highways and really long long highways and some are really like curvy and it's almost like a rollercoaster. There's never any words between the two of us but we just keep going on these highways and going real fast up and down like a rollercoaster going on ones that curve really really curve and like I said he was murdered 36 years ago. I do have really hard feelings towards him I'm very angry with him because of things that happened when we were growing up when we were kids and I just have a lot of anger towards him and just really mad at him so I don't understand why I have this reoccurring dream anytime he's in my dream it's always in a car and no words between us in the dream but just always going on so many highways and real fast and I always wake up feeling really hurt and just upset and I just have this anger towards him in real life not just in my dream but yeah and I've been having this dream for again not as much anymore as I used to.