5 Nov 2023
Dream
Basically, my boyfriend wanted to kill himself and he tried running in front of cars, and I kept pulling him away like three times and then after, um, he got in front of a car and I almost pulled him away, but it was like a white van, it stopped, so he didn't get ran over and then he just kept trying to kill himself and like I kept having to pull him away. He never died, but he wanted to. I'm just happy he was okay, I guess. And, I guess, um, I don't know, but I just grabbed his shoulders and looked him in the face. He wouldn't really look at me. And, yeah, he wouldn't look at me. And, like, I tried asking him why he wanted to, I don't think he ever answered, I don't remember, though. And, yeah, he was wearing, like, a white shirt, And, yeah, that's all I remember, I guess. But, we were outside. It was pretty dark, too. And, like, it was just, like, roads. It was just, like, a bunch of roads. So, like, it would just go grass road, grass road, grass road, so on and so forth. It was weird. It was like, in the type of games you would play, maybe, kind of like crossy road or whatever it's called yeah it's just grass road grass road but there wasn't any water it was just grass road grass road and yeah it was dark outside too
