25 Jan 2024
Dream
i was asleep in the nola hotel
felt the person laying next to me, they were still asleep
heard someone come into the room
couldnt move or talk
saw the light from the door opening
some white woman comes from the doorway
still cant move, but i’m “awake” in the dream
my mind is screaming at the lady, asking what shes doing, wants and telling her to leave
she does say something, but i cant remember, it was a few words
she starts walking towards me & im trying to move but feel stuck
she says more words, i still havent said anything but a voice thats not mine starts saying “get up, i need you to get up”
the creepy white lady is also in my head saying there’s nowhere to go
now all 3 voices (mine, whoever’s telling me to get up, and the white woman) start getting louder and mixing together shouting different things, but i still havent spoken out loud
then the ‘helpful voice’ says “all you have to do is turn your head and open your eyes!”
at the same time, the lady tried to grab my ankle to pull me
i wake up before she touches me, by turning my head and forcing my eyes open
while i was waking up i said “please, no” out loud but before i was consciously awake