Liet,
The dream you had by the poolside of a resort captures a journey of self-discovery and healing. The orange water, often associated with creativity and emotional balance, suggests that you're in a phase of life where you're exploring your emotions and perhaps seeking healing. Your conversation about the healing properties of the water points to an awareness of the need for emotional or physical rejuvenation. Diving into a bottomless pool can symbolize delving into the depths of your subconscious, exploring what lies beneath the surface of your awareness. The lack of fear and the warm water signify a comfortable and welcoming exploration of these depths.
The transition from the orange water to the expected blue as you descend further may represent the layers of your psyche. The blue symbolizes tranquility and depth of feeling, with the walls fading into rock formations, it could mean that as you explore deeper, you're getting closer to the foundational aspects of your identity, the bedrock of who you are. The darkness enveloping you isn't frightening, which is remarkable; it shows your readiness to face the unknown parts of yourself. Your ability to hold your breath without exhaustion suggests a strong resilience and capacity to work through challenging emotional processes.
Looking at your previous dreams, there's a recurring theme of creation and transformation. Whether it's creating buildings only to have them taken away or sinking into unknown depths, you seem to be consistently navigating change and adaptation. This could reflect a real-life experience of ongoing personal growth and a search for stability amidst change.
Your life events provide context to these themes. From your recent reconciliation and diagnosis to the complex journey of coming out and personal identity shifts, there's a wealth of experience that may be informing your dream narrative. Your dreams appear to be a safe space where you can process these profound life changes, exploring the depths of your feelings and the strength of your spirit in a symbolic, abstract manner.
In relation to your biography, the dream may be a reflection of the deep introspection and self-exploration that comes with understanding oneself more completely, perhaps related to your recent diagnosis of autism spectrum disorder and Raynaud's disease. Your subconscious might be encouraging you to continue seeking the healing and understanding you deserve, much like the person in your dream advocating for the healing waters, which seems to be a reflection of your own inner voice guiding you.
Remember, Liet, dreams can often be a mirror, reflecting our inner world in ways that conscious thought may not always capture. Your dream suggests a powerful sense of resilience and adaptability, an openness to exploring the depths of your experiences, and a journey toward healing and self-acceptance.
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