30 Dec 2023
Dream
I was hanging out with my family and Dena, my older sister was there. She was in her first trimester of her pregnancy and I felt happy I was there with all of my sisters. We were walking around and window shopping. It seems like I’ve been to this shopping area before. Dena and I seperate from our younger sisters and mom for a bit and go into one store. It seems like I want to take my time shopping but Dena then suddenly leaves the store, crosses the street, and is walking off without me. I get frustrated and it’s as if I won’t ever catch up behind her. I’m weaving through people, calling out her name. The streets clear and at one point I can see her. I start yelling at her, cussing her out and saying how rude it was to leave me behind like that. All the sudden I see grandpa Joe across the street just hovering… he had an empty looking face but you can tell he was surprised that Dena and I would even talk to each other like that. He then disappears but Mom, and my stepdad Kyle reappear with our younger siblings and our mom starts berating us on why we would make a fool of ourselves in front of other people and family, more specifically Dena for leaving me behind. At this point I completely start defending Dena. I laugh it off like it was some “sister” thing we do. We argue all the time but we always find our way back to each other. Kyle also then states his dissatisfaction too. Me and Dena then wonder off into an art museum. Dena wonders off again but with Genna this time. And Maria and I look around this tucked away home in the city. It looked small on the outside but on the inside it’s HUGE!! Carefully picked out and functional art in every room that’s beautiful. Maria encourages me to talk to new people and even leaves me alone at some points to talk to this new guy I meet. I started changing the way he looked with my mind somehow to someone I’d be more attracted to. We started to connect and really bond but then something happens to where the home/ art museum is disrupted and everyone starts disappearing. I closed my eyes and I pop back up in a different part of this world with Maria and Genna. We’re gliding over these beautiful waters across a lake to this huge and beautiful building. It’s overgrown with plants, the sky looks so blue… the glass windows are just shining and reflecting the sun. I blink and then end up at the rooftop of the building with Genna and Maria. We walk into the building and it seems like we aren’t supposed to be there since everyone is staring at us…. Everyone in the building is quiet, looking at us instead of the art. My sisters and I walk around and we’re having fun, all of us just taking in the art we’re seeing. It’s like a furniture store but every single room is a beautifully designed and unique room that had furniture out of this world. I kept thinking to myself “I wish Dena were here, she’d love to look at all of these designs”.
We open a door that eventually leads to the exit of that building. We’re still all in awe of everything we just saw. Up ahead there’s tucked away cafes, restaurants. Everything from the outside looks like a ghost town until you enter each building to find it full of life with unique foods, or decor. My sisters and I state how we’re really hungry so we head over to this bakery I somehow know is there. Again, it’s like I’ve been to this world before and I’m slowly remembering everything. People around us overhear me talking to my sisters about how good this place is. They have different flavored puddings, mini cakes, pancakes, the coolest desserts you could think of.
I remember checking my bank account on my phone to make sure I had enough money to cover my sisters and I. I do, or I at least think I do but when we head into the store I’m greeted warmly with a “welcome back!” It was a young white woman with a red cap on. It didn’t have a store brand or anything but she started going over the sample board I could buy of all their desserts. Mini pancakes with all different flavors and banana pudding. I go to pay but my wallet and my phone are not in my pockets. I nervously step aside and I say I’ll come back in just a moment. I start looking through my pockets again and I get disappointed that I won’t be able to get us any sweet treats. Maria suddenly pops up behind me with the sweet treats sample board and says “here, let’s snack on these until you find yours” I’m unfortunately not able to find my phone or money to get myself something or them more things, but we leave the shop and bump into Mom and Dena again.
The end
