4 Feb 2024
Dream
I once had a dream about my daughter my 2nd born. And it was another nightmare, I can't member all of it but I member most of it an I member my 2 older kids at the time were bout 4 and 6 and for some reason they were walking home from school by themselves which they never did at the time. But they were walking the sidewalk of a busy street near where my mom and dad lived, and I think they were trying to get to a place they knew which was my mom's. But But me, in my dream, I wasn't aware of where they were at. I just remember they were lost and I was looking for them and I was told that they were seen walking on this major, by this main street, over the bridge, like, by my mom's house. And we went looking for them and we couldn't find them and all of a sudden we found my son and he was by himself and we were asking him where his sister was, like, where Fefe was because we couldn't find her and she wasn't with him and he said that she got too close to, um, to the edge, like, there was this big old lake by the bridge, in my dream, and in reality, like, it's a bridge that goes over a river, but in my dream, the river wasn't there, it was a big old lake, like, it was a big old fishing lake, you know what I mean? It was very deep and, uh, my son said once they crossed over the bridge that she got kind of close to the lake, you know what I mean, and she slipped in and she fell into the water and she doesn't know how to swim and so we just panicked, like, my dad and I, like, we called the fire department, the cops, everything, because we were all looking for them anyways, but my dad and I jumped into the lake, we kept getting out and jumping into the lake and we were trying to get to the bottom and we were trying to, like, comb through, like, trying to find her, trying to get her to bring her back up, you know, because we were just, we felt like we were running out of time and, um, we, you know, as much as we kept doing that, we couldn't get her, but, um, soon after, this big old, like, um, tractor or, like, truck or whatever, it had, like, a big old, like, like a, a sweeping spoon, I don't know, I think a big old net, and so they told us to get out of the water so that they could, you know, scoop the bottom of the lake and see if she's in there and, uh, as they did that, they did it a couple times in, um, the area where my dad and I kept jumping in, um, where they swept, they ended up pulling her up and I remember they pulled out of the water and she was just white, like, you know what I mean, like, pale, like, lifeless, you know what I mean, and I could just see her, like, in her outfit, like, her clothes that she would wear to school with her earrings on and she just wasn't breathing and, you know, they, I freaked out in my dream, I just panicked and, uh, I wanted to go get her and they would just, you know, do so that I couldn't touch her and nothing like that and I, I just remember, I just remember waking up from the dream and I grabbed my daughter from the floor and I kept her home from school that day, but I grabbed her off the floor where she was sleeping, like, next to my bed and, um, I just held her and I cried and I cried and I cried and I just held her and I just, because the dream just felt so real, I just, you know, I, and the bad dream has stuck with me, like, it's been, like, four years since I've had that dream and I'll never forget that, I'll never forget that dream.
