31 Mar 2024
Dream
I had a dream that I was home alone with my mother (whos not around anymore because of my parents divorce). this weird man kept breaking into the house and chasing us around. I would scream and cry and run away trying to hide or escape. I kept running out of the house to scream that I needed help but every time he would just catch me and bring me back in. every time he caught me though, the dream would kind of reset. sort of like a time loop. I would be upset knowing the man was going to break in again but my mom was just confused. he would break in again and again and it was sort of different each time. but it always ended with me running out of the house and getting caught. eventually, I decided that just running in the general direction of the road wasn't working well enough. so I decided to cause a distraction and run to our next door neighbors house that we share a fence with. the neighbors are our renters that we have a complicated relationship with. we used to be close but then the mom kept doing shitty things and we cut ties. I was feeling desperate though and I thought it was serious enough that they'd help. plus, they were still friends with my mom. the shitty things they did were related to helping my mom in the divorce by lying and stuff. so I left my mom with the man and ran to the house and knocked. when they answered I ran in the house and started crying and hugging them and begging them to help us because there was a man in our house. they acted confused and thought I was joking but I looked out the window and saw the man holding my mom on the deck. I screamed and cried and told them to turn around and look cus my mom needed help. they turned around and looked but then looked back at me and acted like it was no big deal and i was acting crazy. the man had his hands around my moms neck though, so I just cried and screamed that I hated them and ran out of the house to help my mom. the thing reset again and he broke in again like usual. after a couple more times trying to escape, I managed to cause a bigger distraction and ran all the way up the street where you couldn't see it from just standing at my house. I was running and screaming for help and eventually I saw the man was following me. he was just walking though and looked smug. It made me more nervous that he seemed so confident. I kept running and running until I got to the police station that was (for some reason) at the end of our road. I burst into the station and yelled for help, telling them about the man breaking in and hurting my mom and everything. they all just kind of looked at each other for a second before shrugging and going back to whatever they were doing, completely ignoring me. I was in shock. and then the man walked into the police station where I came from and said something like "you really thought that would work?" while laughing. I screamed and ran further into the station, hoping someone would listen. i walked through a bunch of random halls and doors, seeing some people just mulling around, and begged them to help me. but they all just ignored me. I remember thinking that the man must've called the station before I got there and said something like "oh, if my child comes in don't worry about it please, they're having a sort of episode. sorry for any trouble haha." I tried to get someone to listen for a while before giving up and running out some side door thing that was there for some reason. when I went out it I was on this weird road and it was raining hard and there wasn't much around besides some light posts and some couples and old people walking with umbrellas. I ran and screamed and cried for someone to help me because I was being chased but everyone just looked at me sadly before ignoring me. I ran and cried and eventually got to the end of the road where you could go left, right, or straight and it had a street sign. there was this mud stuff there and I guess I got stuck in it? then I checked my phone which I think wasn't working before when I was at my house. I saw my dad posting on Facebook about doing this frat party initiation thing? he was on the top of one of those double decker tour bus things and idk. I think he was drunk or something? I tried texting him. asking for help and I looked at his location and realized he was super close. i don't remember what happened but then the bus came closer to where I was and I yelled and everybody helped get me out and my dad hugged me but he looked super confused and didn't understand why I was upset even though I told him. I realized the man that had been chasing me left a little before I got to the end of the road. what does this mean fam
