31 May 2024
Dream
I believe the older man, the gentleman may have been Lazarus?? Orion maybe a descendant? He’s the principal of the light school I attend in my dreams. I really liked him though I can’t quite remember what we discussed. He looked like he’d be around my fathers age, though he wore age much better then my father. Tall with brown hair. Kinda fancily dressed. He kinda acted like he was my father or at least that’s the energy I felt toward him. Like he’d taken me in or something. It felt like he may care for me. His personality was gentle, similar to my grandpas but he was a lot more carefree and breezy feeling. I think I told him how my parents were treating me and he got all protective and upset yet stoic and gave me advice? I was super surprised he cared.
There seems to be a war being waged in my dreams. I fight a lot or I’m at the academy training. I was in like a dorm house?? I think? Maybe it was a common area- 4 girls were in a line up, different hair colors, and four guys sat on a couch kinda glaring at them. They seemed protective of me. I was kinda curled on a chair, quietly crying and wishing to die while they argued about god knows what. There was this red haired girl that kept begging to talk to me cause she was “In love with me”. One of the guys snapped at the red head saying, “Can’t you see we’re all in love with Brianna?? But there’s a spy in our midst and we need to weed them out.”
Okay he didn’t say Brianna but he was referring to me when he was saying this. I think he worded it differently but this was the general vibe of what I remember was said. There was one guy in particular I found very sus. His energy screamed red flag to me though I didn’t say anything. He was the one with chunky purple hair. Everyone kept arguing and getting mad at each other. My name was constantly thrown around though I had no idea why. Like they were blaming each other for my trauma. Anyways when it started getting too much the prettiest guy I’d ever seen, Snow White hair, kinda short an fluffy, picked me up and carried me away from the noise. I immediately felt a sense of peace in his arms. He felt like the safest person alive, I just wanted to melt into him. I was convinced he was my brother 💀
He had whispered to me that he killed blu. He didn’t say blu but I knew who he was referring too. He continued by saying, I killed him because he hit you. I immediately felt really bad cause I was thinking “Didn’t I deserve to get hit? I mean he only hit me cause I said I wanted to sacrifice myself for the team…” I’m not sure I’m not really that good at remembering. I miss white haired guy he smelled like rain and rose petals.
Four girls in a line up.
1 dead guy lmao
White haired guy- felt super safe with
Principle that was kinder to me than my father
A guy and girl that the guy wanted me and the girl wanted him (and me but we were tryna weed out who was untrustworthy and that was boring her so she was trying to get him to leave with her and he wasn’t having it.)
There was a guy conducting the trust worthy shit who was hella sketch
The reason the white haired guy killed black hair is because he hit me 💀 full story was black haired guy found out I was planning on sacrificing myself for the good of the group and other reasons. Rip
5 Girls
5 guys
10
1
GODDAMN IT MF
