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I was going to my school through under bridge there were lot of slumps and garbage and also saw some nice house with big enterance gate . I saw my Lil cousins running through the garbage and playing with sticks and their mom my aunt running after them . After passing the dark weird bridge the light came I felt lighter and moved towards the school . It's weird that my house was my school . I was in school auditorium with my friends and enjoy my time then I was trying to find my school crush I know he was there but I couldn't find him I controlled myself and moved one . Then I saw I was going through the staircase I saw my celebrity crush woo-seok I went after him but he was with someone else and went with her I was sad then I told myself I have my self respect and went to go home I don't remember this part exactly but I stopped near my house ground floor my room and that my school so it was basically office and teachers were discussing smth there and there was my classmate urvi I don't really like her she was with her mom there and they were doing smth on the computer and the principal came she was nun sister and there was aprblm on computer and my computer teacher brought a teacher who can help in it he was Chinese and the principal started conversation with me and I started speaking good English but I was in hurry to go home but she keep talking with I was getting uncomfortable and urvi and her mother asked me am I okay and I didn't answer and escape from their and close the room took my home dress and closed the doors and windows of the room and outside the the both teacher were discussing smth I changed my clothes and idk why there were lot of small holes on the floor . Then I met one of my Lil cousin and after seeing him I hugged him and started crying miserably that one of my cousin I lost I think he died I was very sad and cried more and they also showed me their art on jeans small pant by heena it was beautiful