Connie,
In your dream, the office setting transitioning into a chaotic space with clashing factions suggests a sense of conflict or tension in your waking life. This could be symbolic of inner conflict or external pressures you may be facing, especially in your professional environment or in social settings where you feel the need to belong or choose sides. The presence of poison and the act of people being poisoned might reflect feelings of toxicity in certain areas of your life or relationships. However, the low intensity of negative feelings in the dream suggests that while these issues are present, they may not be overwhelming you.
The desire to go home within your dream indicates a longing for safety and familiarity amidst the chaos. This desire to retreat to a place of comfort is further emphasized by the feeling of being pursued by 'Bobby' and seeking refuge under the stairs. This could symbolize a need for a break or escape from stressors. The act of filling buckets with chemicals and the subsequent cleaning could represent a subconscious effort to purify or resolve these tensions, suggesting a proactive approach to dealing with these issues.
Reflecting on your previous dreams, there seems to be an ongoing theme of dealing with messiness or disorder, as seen with Evelyn's room and the mailbox in one dream, and the responsibility of taking care of your stepdad's rabbits in another. This recurring motif might indicate a perceived need to manage or control the chaos in your life, whether it be in your family dynamics, professional responsibilities, or personal goals.
The appearance of a Native American man and the volleyball game amidst the chaos could be your mind's way of trying to find balance and cultural connection in the midst of a busy and demanding life. It's interesting to note that despite the chaotic elements, you did not categorize this dream as a nightmare and the emotions level was low, suggesting that these symbols may represent challenges, but not insurmountable ones.
Remember, your dreams are a tapestry woven from the threads of your daily experiences, emotions, and subconscious thoughts. While the office represents your work life, the clans could indicate conflicting ideas or decisions you are grappling with. The falling stars, amidst the dark sky, might symbolize hope and the potential for positive change despite difficulties. It's important to consider these symbols within the context of your personal experiences and feelings for a more complete understanding of your dream's message.