Watched

28 Jul 2024

Dream

I had an apartment in my dream last night. It was two bedrooms, I had a male roomate. I don’t remember who it was, I can’t see a face. But he didn’t seem to be fond of me, it reminds me of how Cristian acted. It always seemed dark, even if the lights were on inside. I was always moving, even when I sat or laid down in my dream there always seemed to be movement. My vision never stilled or slowed down. And even if the male wasn’t around I always felt like I was being watched, like someone was over my shoulder, watching, judging, whispering behind my back and in my ear. If I went outside i would drive somewhere, I didn’t ever stop moving to look around even though everything seemed beautiful around me nature wise. There didn’t seem to be a lot of houses now that I’m thinking of it, wasn’t anyone else around for miles and miles. But I still remember being watched. It seemed like some different universe I was in. I remember feeling another entity in that house, a mean one. Nothing felt right about any of it. I kept waking up all night and falling asleep back into the same dream.

4 Jul 2024

Dream

I had a dream where i watched an episode of a show with my mom that i would always watch with my dad and she liked it.

21 Jun 2024

Dream

I was running to make it to a train. It took ages just to make it 700 feet. Once I got on the train, I felt like. I was being watched. I realized that I forgot every one of my chargers at home for my electronics.

14 Jun 2024

Dream

I got sucked into the floor like quick sand/mud and everyone watched me struggle to pull myself out

10 Jun 2024

Dream

I dreamed about being watched

10 Jun 2024

Dream

I had a dream that I was forced to go to a “mental facility” with is an insane asylum. And I knew that in my mind this place seemed off-ish like my spirt team was telling me that I need to get out of there because it’s not what it seems and I didn’t understand it but I followed what they said , I waited until night time to leave and I ended up escaping and the head master ‘person that is in charge’ got mad and turned into a monster crypt thing and was tryn to chace after me . I got another girl to escape but then she changed her mind and I climbed up some latter thing and jumped into a helicopter and took off before the monster crypt thing could get me . And when I woke up it’s like I had this weird feeling like I was being watched by someone or something. And I woke up with slight chest pain but mostly confused .

4 May 2024

Dream

i dreamt about being home sitting on the couch in my room beside my bookshelf. i remember looking at the time, and i think it was around 8 pm? i wanted to read a manga but i somehow couldn't. i was able to read in that dream, but all the words didn't make sense. every time i put the book back and took it again, the words were different. it creeped me out really badly, because i remember that i also was thinking about someone watching me and knowing of every single step i took. i also kind of remember that something happened which made me realize i was being watched. i wanted to tell my dad that i couldn't really read and that some words disappeared and some sentences didn't make sense. i was worried about my health, because everything was so blurry when i tried to read something. the dream itself was really creepy because i remember something happened, but i sadly don't know anymore.

9 Apr 2024

Dream

Last night I dreamt that I was at this dance community and the teacher had me do some moves following after her, and she was so impressed and when she asked of my dance experience I said I had none. Everyone was so surprised the people around me were a lot younger so I felt behind, like i still see myself as a child or that I’m not where “adults” should be. But then I was in even though they never asked officially I was partnered up this this boy who didn’t want to be me partner at all. I felt super overwhelmed and inexperienced to be there, he didn’t like the fact that I was a nobody and that I was new, so I spoke up and said if you don’t like me or don’t want me to be here plz just communicate and talk to me, and he got over it, but there was Always tension. Then we sat against this wall the whole dance crew. I’m a bench. And watched others dancing it was really beautiful and this one girl was doing a backbend on roll skates! I was in awe there was this little girl who came up and said I hate black, for then my dance teacher said ofc not in that way, the theme was about sadness and anger, and they were doing a vocal expression of it as well as dance, the place felt like I’ve been there before, sort of like my job but more expanded we all lived there and dormed there, the hold time I felt unsure if this was what I wanted, incorporating or committing myself to something new, my days and time would be spent different, and I had lots of anxiety about how I would perform, and it felt hard to settle in, I wonder how else’s in my life the idea of doing something why I always go to “idk if this is for me” maybe always feeling unsafe? Or having to be on edge. But I wonder if flowing through it and sinking deeper into the possibilities of life could take me to a place I like. Cause the same is bringing me just that, and I seek for growth and change. So I want to be open to incorporating newness and committing to things that question if it’s for me,

9 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a dream about these episodes I’ve been watching in real life: so there was this boy called Adrien and this girl called Marinette they are both actually friends when they ar super heroes also known as ladybug and cat noir i had a dream Marinette not knowing cat noir is Her biggest crush Adrien came over to her house and they watched a movie the movie was about to start when Alya Marinette best friend, the only who knows she is ladybug walks in Cat noir hide under Marinette table and then a green flash comes from under the table Marinette , scared about this goes to check what happened and she sees her crush Adrien underneath the table she then says A-Adrien your. Adrien sheepishly standing in the middle off the room and Alya is really confused Adrien leave we will talk about this later.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

I was dead, and had been wrapped up in a tarp and tied with rope, and thrown into a river, I was watching everything happened to me from a third person POV, my body sank to the bottom of the river and over time, the fish had nibbled away at the plastic tarp and ropes, so my body was able to float up to the top of the river, then I watched my dead lifeless body bob with the moving of the river water.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

i was in the kitchen trying to eat or drink something, and i started choking on mucus. i ran outside to the shed where my mom and bonus dad were, and i was holding my throat while struggling to breathe, and they just sat there and watched me as they continued their conversation. i leaned over my moms lap signaling her to help me, and she rolled her eyes and put her hand on my back, as she was searching for something out of the toolbox. she took what looked like a hammer out and started pounding my back with it, with the handle side. i remember slowly fading away as if i was dying.

7 Apr 2024

Dream

At my grandparents with my brother and getting on the back of the four wheeler and being chased he spee up the hill to his friends house bit it looks totally different from in real life there's a fence and a maze walkway to the door of his friends house it's r rally dark out and we see bright lights in the field behind the trailer. There are the giant dark skeleton things pushing these machines over the ground. Suddenly we re behind the trailer and there's more fence and hanging tarp one of the skeleton things looks in our direction and begins coming towards us across the field. We try to quickly hide I roll under the tarp and my brother plays dead right outside the tarp. I keep saying Craig get in here but he doesn't move I was scared for our lives. The skeleton pushed his machine as I watched he rolled it right over my brother's head as I watched and did nothing I felt my chest crushing and I didn't do anything to save him I layed there I felt like I was dieing inside my muscles felt like they were ripping off of my bones and I woke up gasping for air in teats and cried and screamed I felt all that pain in my body and felt hatred towards myself for not saving him. I have dreams of him dying I'm different ways all the time and I try to save him but never can I feel like I get so close then he dies horrifically right in front of me eveytime. I can never save him