Reading

2 Jul 2024

Dream

I was In my reading class and I was sitting in a seat and a yellow folder was standing up in front of me meanwhile two kids we’re sitting across the table one had short wavy hair and had a red shirt on that had text on it.the other had a blue jacket with brown smooth hair and a black shirt. The one with the red shirt said something about how I don’t have facial features and the one with the blue jacket was laughing and so was the one with the red shirt. Suddenly a girl that was wearing a black sweater and had blonde hair sitting on the other table was also laughing and the voice of my reading teacher who I couldn’t see said to the girl what was happening and the girl was listing things I don’t know what things.

14 May 2024

Dream

In my dreeam im a stwy at home girlfriend. It turns very silly and weord. Im reading a book with a neigbor, but the police suspect us of being acomplices to murder based on us reading this book together. We go back to my old neigborhood, and the popeyes had been changed to a KFC. Im annoyed by this. Then i am immediately in another party if the world where they are processing the chicken for KFC. Its a mannual job with a lot of old machinery to drain chicken. Mile tyson is there explaining how the work is done. Then im helping. The dream switches again to a vacation setting ive only been to in my dreams. Its w flashback to a different dream. Its a luxury resort in Jamaica. Im wearing a bikini. My body looks great but different. And I have a great tan. I have a sexual encounter with someone who works at the resort. It’s very enjoyable. Lastly I’m back home in nyc and im now at the golfing range with my new rich friends. They are taking turns hitting the golf ball. Im on the sidelines simply heckling and joining in the fun by chitchating

4 May 2024

Dream

i dreamt about being home sitting on the couch in my room beside my bookshelf. i remember looking at the time, and i think it was around 8 pm? i wanted to read a manga but i somehow couldn't. i was able to read in that dream, but all the words didn't make sense. every time i put the book back and took it again, the words were different. it creeped me out really badly, because i remember that i also was thinking about someone watching me and knowing of every single step i took. i also kind of remember that something happened which made me realize i was being watched. i wanted to tell my dad that i couldn't really read and that some words disappeared and some sentences didn't make sense. i was worried about my health, because everything was so blurry when i tried to read something. the dream itself was really creepy because i remember something happened, but i sadly don't know anymore.

11 Apr 2024

Dream

i took a nap while i was on the phone with my girlfriend and then woke up and immediately started reading on my phone. i called my girlfriends name a couple of times but she didnt answer i thought this was weird but i didnt think much of it. then i woke up LIKE FR WOKE UP and it turns out i was never reading even though i remember scrolling on my phone and reading the story

4 Apr 2024

Dream

I can’t remember how my dream started, but I know it had something to do with my grandparents house, the scientist guy from “The Simpsons,” and a black hole. I think the scientist was talking about black holes in my grandparents house. Anyway, in my dream, my mom, dad, sister, and I were all at this buffet mixed with a sit-down restaurant. We were talking and having a great time, when one of my friends came out of nowhere and started talking to us. She convinced my sister and I to go to a nearby store, and my dad went with us to make sure that we were safe. Once we got to the store, I noticed an invisible barrier around it and started freaking out. As it turns out, it wasn’t invisible barrier, it was just glass. Glass so clear and clean that I couldn’t see it. Once I got into the store, my dad disappeared and was replaced by another male shopper. Dream me failed to notice that though, she was too busy looking at what the store had. Meanwhile, my friend and the random shopper tried on some animal masks. As I was walking around, I found the ‘Anime’ section of the store. (Anime is another word for Japanese cartoons.) I saw that this section of the store had a membership option. I looked at the membership rules and saw how strict they were. The rules said that I could only watch certain animes and then listed the ones that I got to choose from. I decided to leave after reading the rules and went looking for my friend, but I couldn’t find her. That’s when I noticed two dolls in plastic wrap by the front register. They looked eerily similar to my friend and that random male shopper. They even had the masks that the two of them were wearing. Then, I heard a baby cry in the employee lounge of the store. It caught my sister’s attention too. Before anything else happened, my dream cut back to my mom, who was still at the restaurant. Everyone’s orders had arrived at this point, and she was playing with her food. Somehow, she created a black hole while playing with her food, and the scientist guy from The Simpsons started talking to her. He was like: “Don’t worry, this isn’t a real black hole. It may look like one, but it’s actually a worm hole. So, if it reaches critical mass and pulls us in, none of us would die.” Then, the black wormhole starts engulfing the Earth. It transports Earth to an alternate universe, which changes our reality. The biggest and most common change were people turning into animal hybrids. There was this surfer guy who turned part octopus. There was this young farm boy who turned into a goat person. It was weird. Anyway, dream me failed to notice what happened, and instead went into the employee’s lounge to see what was going on. Before I could get inside the room though, the cashier yelled at me, and I ran out of the store in fright. I ran into a random neighborhood and finally realized that my reality had been altered. I find the scientist guy from The Simpsons and run up to him. I tell him how I think the store I was at was turning customers into products and selling them to other customers. He told me that he couldn’t focus on that right now because he needed to find a way to fix everything. Shortly after saying that, he fixes everything and makes a documentary about the incident. It showed what the experience was like for both universes. While I watch the documentary, everything slowly goes back to normal. I teleport to my house, my family fades into existence, and we all sit down on the couch. Now that everything is back to normal, dream me feels safe and happy. (And then, my dream ended and I woke up.)

3 Apr 2024

Dream

I had a really jumbled up dream. I'm not sure if it was actually one dream or more that I'm just all remembering together. So in one part I was at the airport waiting for a flight and I was with my friend Katie and I can't really remember the details but it was like I was in the airport waiting for a flight but I didn't actually have one booked and then I wasn't sure how I was going to get it booked and then I tried to ask a lady where I go to book a flight but she didn't want to talk to me and now I'm remembering that at one point I wanted to go to Chicago but at another point I was supposed to go to New York to see my friend Brian but then I realized I had wasted too much time and I really couldn't go to New York and get back in time. And then the dream morphed, or maybe it's a different dream, but I was in a new place. I think it was in Spain because a lot of people were speaking Spanish and it looked European. I was my younger self like in my 20s and going around the city and going to different little coffee shops and restaurants and cafes and different places like that. And at some point I met a young man. He was really skinny and had long hair and was super kind of crazy and danced a lot and I was really really attracted to him. and we were going around the city just having fun and enjoying each other's company and then somehow we ended up at someone's house and we slept on the floor and we made love and it was really fun and in the morning he had to go and I was hoping he would call me but then I went with the girl and for some reason my son at his current age 17 was with us and again we were exploring the city and looking at bookshops and riding these weird buses and just doing all kinds of tourist things and we were having fun for a whole day but I was disappointed the man didn't call me. But on the next day he did call me and so he joined in our adventures around the city and there were all kinds of things happening. We went on some strange bus where we were on the upper deck but we were driving through an area that looked like a Chinatown and just dropping into weird little bars and nooks and crannies in different places. There was one place where people were sitting on these cushy chairs and like one woman was reading and a couple people were talking but there was like a monitor for the room who said yeah you can come in here and hang out but you have to keep moving at all times and I noticed the woman reading the book was just doing some interesting hand movements the whole time she was reading. There was also a part where we were hanging out in a bar but we were in some kind of uncomfortable chairs and just having drinks and having a good time but then these people who were in a back section that had these are really really plump comfy chairs and couches left so we moved back to that section and it was like really comfortable and homey and again we were just having a really good time. There was one part where the young man I was attracted to was hanging out with us and there was another guy there and they seemed really really close and I figured out that he must be gay or bisexual and I was really fine with that I just was a little jealous because I really wanted him to be with me. It was a very expansive, complicated, and realistic dream. but overall super super fun and reminded me of something I'd like to do like travel and hang out with people and just be kind of crazy and have a good time It was one of those dreams that was so fun that when my phone started beeping at me I really really did not want to be disturbed and leave the dream and I even turned off the phone and tried to go back but it didn't work.

1 Apr 2024

Dream

I was at my old toxic friend's house trying to take a shower and she kept interrupting me and I couldn't get any privacy so I left and tried to stop being friends with her. The next day in high school she kept bothering me so I had the drama teacher move her away from me so I could focus on reading the script for the school play that I was very nervous for. After school I met with a nice and nerdy current friend for a ride in his car but there was a police traffic stop and the car behind us bumped us which was ok but I wanted them to stop being an aggressive driver. We got caught in traffic in front of a diner so we go in and I scolded the lady who was driving aggressively behind us. She was rude back so we left and I wanted to drive but my friend didn't want me driving his car.

31 Mar 2024

Dream

I was playing volleyball with my best friend Freya and my crush/boyfriend Bram on the school courtyard, and the bell rung to go in for break. We lined up in out houses (our school houses are like Hogwarts but the houses are named after cantons of Switzerland) We walked upstairs to our floor, and then I took off my pants suddenly during my ascension. I went into the scary teacher’s room, Jennifer, and my boyfriend/crush was in there reading along with some of my other classmates , and I was just in my underwear “Where are your pants? This isn’t the locker room.” My crush/ boyfriend said. “Oh, your right. Oops!” I said, putting my stuff away on a desk, then pausing onto where to put my school jumper “Put jumpers outside the door” my scary teacher said. I went outside the classroom, Into the corridor. I turned back to look at the door and I realized that there were two sides that I could put my folded jumper at. I stood confused then my teacher came over to me and said “what is the problem” in her scary Scottish accent. my heart dropped a little bit. “This side! Class, put your jumpers on this side!” She said. Now I was embarrassed. Somehow; my clothes changed to my sports clothes automatically and a Lego painting had appeared in my hand. I started to modify the Lego painting rigorously; Legos make me skittish, the pieces are just too small. Suddenly, a bee came out of the Lego painting, and I dropped it to the floor. It went around the whole room and then I ran into the corridor.. I was running at full speed.. Locked glass door. I had no key to it. my heart started to race, and the bee charged for me. That’s when I woke up urgently, shaking. That’s why

29 Mar 2024

Dream

I went to live with a foster family in England at the age of 10, happy and hopeful that my life would change for the better. They deceived me, and carried out a coup d'état luke the handmaids tale, and forced a puritanical society where it was acceptable for 15 year old girls to marry their fathers if their mothers died, only church and oppression were accepted. They banned clothes, books, technological devices, cartoons, comics, music, movies, cosplay, nana, EVERYTHING. 5 years passed and I still lived in the basement I thought would be my room. it was still decorated the way it was before the society was implemented, but they threw away all electronic devices they could find. but they didn’t know i hid my phone and books and charger. they didn’t know i still had everything. I discovered that I could use my things hidden. my mother was a bit unstable and I was accused of killing my foster sister's husband (which I did because he tried to hurt me, and then I kept his hair in a box in my room). I started watching YouTube videos and reading a book about nana and listening to music in secret. Once, I tried to escape, but they found me and beat me. Another, my foster mother had music playing loud and accidentally shot something. I found a gun too, and started shooting knowing she wouldn't hear it. I just wanted to feel something. when my foster father arrived, he smelled the gunpowder and found out. The mother gets sick. The father starts to show interest in marrying me. I go out with the foster mom and three of her friends, and they all talk about how amazing it is that he wants to marry me. I was 15 years old. "that's disgusting!" I scream, but they don't want to know. “It’s natural,” they say. The wedding day arrives. I almost vomit. In the end, instead of leaving with him, I hit his head against a wall and ran home. There, I see my foster mother in a state of shock and despair. I don't think she was so cool with the idea of him marrying me. She looks into my eyes and screams “electrify my heart!”. She was an executioner; At home, we had machines to take the lives of people who were sentenced to death. Without thinking twice, I connected her to the wire and pressed the electric chair button. she was immediately electrified. When she died, I cut her hair and put it in the box with the other one – but she had so much hair that the box didn't close. it was a big mix of blonde from her and black from my foster sister’s husband that took up more space than it should have. I pack my bags as quickly as possible and leave the house, heading to the house of an old friend who would help me escape before my foster father and now husband could find me.

29 Mar 2024

Dream

It was a nightmare about my father's death. My family were at home in Lukhovitsy or something like that (I don't remember where we were) and then he asked us to go for a walk with him. But the important thing - he was fatally ill and it was the worst and terrible thing I've ever seen, because I love him so much. After we came out of our home we went for a walk and when we were going on the street behind houses he fell down on the ground and he was already died. I ran to him with tears in my eyes and I tried to wake him up or something like that, but he didn't open his eyes anymore. After my mom pulled me away I couldn't help but cried out even more. After a while we came home and I started reading my father's notebook and I found out so much poetry. I couldn't help but cried out again, but my mom yelled at me.

28 Mar 2024

Dream

I was in a studio for an adult recreation of Lego Ninjago, a more mature and animated version in the works. I was there with other voice actors auditioning for parts. When I auditioned they seemed to like me. After everyone was heard, they revealed I'd be one of the main cast as Nya. With the other chosen voice actors, we watched a bit of test animations and was reading the script. We all had a lot of fun and kept making each other laugh. It was my first voice acting job and I was loving every second.

26 Mar 2024

Dream

It started where my friend and I were moving in together with her daughter who is 6. She has a very controlling boyfriend who drinks a lot. I remember in my dream he wasn’t happy she was moving in with me. At one point he was talking to her daughter when my friend left the room saying, “ you’re so bad. Don’t make your mom want to die…” just really horrible stuff. He didn’t know I could hear so I went and told my friend. My momma who is now in heaven came into my dream looking at me, mad at me with this piece of paper that made no sense insinuating I was on drugs wouldn’t believe that I was okay while I was telling her I had to go to work. I slapped her on the head trying to show her what she was reading was wrong and we just got in a huge fight. I made myself wake up at that point.