1 Apr 2024
Dream
It wasn't my last dream, but...
I had a dream a while ago about me basically dying, but it was a little bit more than that. So me and my friend and her boyfriend were in a car driving on the way to go pick up some stuff from another friend. Um, and after we went and did that, we ended up leaving and while we were driving we were supposed to go meet somebody else, I'm not sure who. Um, this big storm came, like super windy, like it was dark outside, it was like pouring rain her boyfriend was driving And, I was in the back seat, my friend was in the front seat, and out of nowhere, my, the door where I was sitting just flew off. So I hopped in the front seat, and her and I buckled up together. And then the next thing you know, I was somewhere completely different, on this weird bus-slash-stage thing, it seemed like a prop or something, and all of these people were just singing, and they were happy but eerily happy. I don't know any of these people, and I don't know where my friend went, or her boyfriend. And, I'm like, what's going on? Where am I? Like, how did I get here? Blah, blah, blah. And all these people were dancing around me they had the biggest smiles on their faces. it was just so weird. Like, they were just so strangely happy, and that tripped me out. And then, I was like, uh, am I dead? And then, one of them was like, of course not, silly. And they just kept smiling at me, and singing, and dancing, and shit. And then I ended up teleporting to my grandma's house, and everybody there was pretty much acting the same, and they wouldn't tell me anything, it just seemed like they werenβt themselves. And then eventually I teleported to the house that I was actually in, in real life And the person that I had been talking to before I fell asleep was the one to tell me that I was actually dead. And I started crying and freaking out, saying no, I wasn't done with my life, I have a daughter, blah blah blah, just freaking out like that. And then I started trying to talk to God and talk Him into letting me stay. and basically he ended up saying no like I specifically remember him saying but you wanted this you asked me for this and like after he said that like I literally felt like my heart like break it was so vivid like i can still remember the feeling of that deep heartache. and then it was so dramatic but I dropped to my knees and then like this black shit came out of my chest and I just like wailed and then I woke up