16 Apr 2025
Dream
So I dreamed we were in times of war and I was with my ex-husband‘s family, including him. We were first comfortable in the house talking about his sister‘s birthday. I want to go home to my mom. I knew I didn’t wanna be there and I don’t know why I was there Then we saw them coming so we all go into the living room and pretend to be chained up at first, I’m laying down pretending to be chained up but his mom told me to stand so I stand and the people come in and they see us chained up and they’re ready to leave until his mom jumps out of the chains like she’s celebrating and I almost lose my mind. I’m so angry, so his father has a weapon and he’s trying to fire it, but it won’t fire and then there’s chaos because we know they’re going to shoot if we don’t do something. I manage to get a gun off of one of their waists. And I try to shoot the first two shots. I can’t figure out how to make them Happen. The next shot is blank at this point. The man is approaching. I’m standing in front of my exes mom, and as the man gets closer, I fire point blank, and I hit him square in the forehead, and he falls, and by now the other men have left thinking that their comrade was going to dispose of us. we run as we’re driving my ex-husband and his father are speaking Portuguese so I don’t understand what they’re saying, but I know it isn’t on task for what we should be preparing for we come across another group of survivors and there are children. I immediately take to this group of survivors. I begin a daily cycle of chores and contribution one day this man comes and he’s holding the ears of a puppy and he seems like a good guy and I think they let him in because he was white, I didn’t like the way he was holding a puppy, but the two girls that were in my charge immediately fall in love with this puppy. one of them is a tiny blonde with a pink jacket And jeans and the other one has long hair. I don’t remember the color but she’s wearing a striped shirt and jeans as he starts to tell us the story he sits down next to my best friend who has suddenly appeared. I am listening to the girls play with the puppy as he talks about how the puppy has cancer And I’m reading a book and the book is literally a manual Word for Word about what is happening in the street about the war that we’re in the man must’ve dropped It. suddenly were under attack. I take the girls out into the backyard and I run in the backyard. There’s a playhouse. I let the girls climb into the playhouse and have them duck. I follow after them also ducking down. I know one of them is starting to play and she starts to back out and her feet are visible to the little playhouse door so I grab her and pull her closer. The backyard is full of people and they begin to fight in the mayhem. I grabbed hold of a knife I protect those girls with my life. There’s a man I don’t recognize. I think he’s with the opposition. I managed to get him on his back and as he has his gun to my elbow, I slit his throat and then I realize he’s one of ours. I begin to apologize and I pray over him and I cry while I hold him as he dies and as I do this, everyone disappears except for me and the little blonde girl and we’re taken captive by the man who came I cling to her as we adjust to a new setting where they’re creating a massive weapon that’s supposed to end the war eventually they put me in a separate room and they take the girl from me and I don’t know where they put her. I never see her again but I do see the weapon they’re making and it scares me. It’s a big machine and it’s a cross between a Pokémon and tales from the sonic franchise I’m scared and I’m alone and then I wake up.
