Dream Meanings – page 874

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I had several dreams kinda rolled into one last night. I was on a family and friends vacation. Some people I recognized some people I didn’t. But it was overall a fun dream! In the beginning it wasn’t as fun. I was feeling really anxious and uncomfortable and kept hearing something about shadow crystal and smoky quartz. In my waking life I had been thinking about moving my rose quartz pillar in the windowsill next to my bed and replacing it with my smoky quartz point. Anyways my anxiety was getting worse and worse and I couldn’t find the smoky quartz. In my dream I was checking all the places I’d thought it was in my waking life like my backpack pockets and things like that but I couldn’t find it. I finally found something similar to it on my husbands bookshelf but that one had some yellow inclusions and I didn’t know what they were but they were very pretty. The only way I k ow to describe that crystal was almost alien with the circular yellow inclusions almost like bubbles that have bubbled up from the inside. As it it had been boiled and then flash frozen to maintain the bubble shapes. It was really cool and also not what I was looking for. Finally I ended up locating my amethyst crystal and when I picked it up it was as if all the anxiety just drained out of me and I could finally breathe easily. It then switched more to the vacation vibe. There was one part where we were in this open air space with a bonfire and some music playing and lots of children running around. And there was one kid who had grown attached to me. Idk if it was my kid or somebody else’s in the family/friend group or what. But I seemed to be either in charge of that kid or had developed a bond. We danced and played and when she was ready to sleep I would ask her or she would tell me and then we would get comfy and I would rock her or lull her to sleep. I could actually feel her in my arms and feel when she laid her head on my chest. It was nice. Then it skips a lil and I remember it was me and one of my friends, I think it was Audri, decided to have a girls day the last day. Did some shopping which was nice cuz I never really get the chance to buy things for myself. And then went to a bar. There were some people that had came with us on vacation at the bar already. For some reason I was fully ignoring one of them. Like at one point I completely turned my back to them and I still don’t really know who they were. We enjoyed our drinks at the bar and at some point ended up moving to a table. The bar scene changed ever so slightly to include a children’s area off to the right and some comfy massage chairs to the left. We as a group were discussing the plans for that night and apparently My husband, Marty, had setup all the plans for it. Everybody was really excited! Then some kid started freaking out and screaming just throwing a huge tantrum. He was a little white boy with blonde hair and I think he also had blue eyes. Maybe age 6 or 7. We didn’t know this kid but it turns out the children’s area was mostly for orphans and this kid was an orphan. Everybody was like one let’s get out of here this kid is ruining the vibe. But I wanted to stay and see what happened because I was curious. How would the caretakers handle this?? His tantrum ended up bringing him over to my table. And I was able to calm him down. To me he just seemed troubled and like his feelings were hurt. He asked for some of our food and I did give him some but then he started acting pretty mean and we talked about it and he calmed down. But then it happened again as we were getting ready to leave. He wanted to come with us and we had told him know so he was being mean again. So I took him back over to the play area and told him why he couldn’t come with us and that he was being mean and he started crying and screaming he was sorry. And I left and didn’t look back but I remember thinking this kid is just so hurt and and lashing out I hope somebody chooses to love him. Once outside of the mall area I saw my dad and he was saying we should hurry back to the hotel to get ready cuz we would be leaving for the Marty Night soon. He also dropped something and I saw him pick it up while he said this. I also remember that we were standing on a slightly curved declining area during this convo. He also told us some people may already be ready and waiting outside so we hurried along and the. I woke up.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I learned to ride bicycle

8 Jul 2024

Dream

Taylor Swift had a small concert. I was working with her. She gave me a bunch of new clothes to pick from and after I got dressed she invited me and my dad up onto the stage to preform with her. Paparazzi took pictures of it all, but they avoided taking photos of me dancing with Taylor.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in a big upstairs room with 2 adults and some children. We all lived up there and i had just moved in. There was clothes everywhere and i was folding it but the woman had gotten up and said that she had to do it. I proceeded to start looking for my clothes in the pile of clothes but i could not fond anything i needed. I was starting to freak out but i ended up pulling what i needed. When i finally got in the bathroom i turned on the water and i used the bathroom while i waited. When i got in the shower the clothes i had picked out were getting soaked.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

They reopened Payless shoes and my former manager was the manager again. I was still employed, they had just forgotten to give me hours. So she calls me and asks if I would be able to work. Well my husband is currently unemployed so I said yes and jumped at the chance. They had me working the whole next week. It was a small storefront but familiar. A woman came in looking for a dupe for lands end slides and a then a man was looking for a driving moccasin. He paid, with a $200 dollar bill which was real, but I had a hard time calculating the change. I thanked him for his patience he at first said no protein came back and said he was annoyed but it’s okay cause he saw I was flustered. My manager basically left me to go out with this guy who was a friend of maybe more than but they were going on a date to a college game and I was left in charge.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I dreamed that my dead mom slapped me on my face so I turned the other cheek for her to slap and I said in my mind I will never come back to the hometown ever again

8 Jul 2024

Dream

Met a girl who had similar style to me and she could drive and we were in the country side and she drove us around and a gecko landed on my head

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was helping with the church fundraiser at a local cafe. We were selling baked goods. I recall one of the former DJs posting on social media about missing the good times we had at Grandmother's bar and grill. We were all commenting on the post sharing memories. I was in the dining area of the cafe serving food. This beautiful eoman entered the cafe with three or four kids and sat down at a table. I approached her to take their order and I said, wow you look familiar. I asked her if she was the cook from Grandmother's Bar and Grill. She replied yes I am and sometimes I was also the waitress. We started talking and I was telling her how my DJ friends and I were just reminiscing about how we really enjoyed the food, the karaoke and the atmosphere at Grandmother's. She's was very attractive woman and she appreciated the compliments and the food and fun at the bar and grill. She told me that she was working at a new restaurant near here. Then I asked her if we could get a selfie photo together so I could send it to my DJ friends. She said, yes. I was trying to take the selfie and was struggling to get us in the frame the way I wanted to. I had to flip from the rear camera lens to the front camera lens, then from portrait mode to photo mode, then from one person mode to two people mode before I was ready. Then she asked one of her sons to take this selfie for us and he agreed. As he was taking the picture, she leaned in andkissed me on the cheek and kept her lips on my cheek for the perfect photo. I could tell I was physically attracted to her and we had this nervous sexual tension between us. I went on to help with the fundraiser and I recall the pastor's wife being concerned that I had made a couple of changes to the fundraiser plan. It's like she was trying to pit me against the pastor. I knew it was not a good idea to be in a triangle disagreement with a married couple. I took responsibility for what she said and accepted it without making any excuses or making her look bad. I owned my part in the truth of her perspective. The pastor didn't seem to mind the changes I made. I was about ready to leave the cafe when I saw that the cook from Grandmother's was also about ready to leave. I asked her and her kids if they wanted anything free on me before they left. They all said no. I asked my friend who was working behind the counter if I could have one of the already made pretzels covered in caramel and I would pay it back when he cooked my six prezels. He said, no. He didn't understand that I was going to put one of my pretzels in the cup to make it a full set again. He thought the current cup would be one short if he gave me one out of it. I wondered if I would see the cook from Grandmother's again.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

My dream was of a soccer match where Italy was playing England in Italy. The game was going back-and-forth, the Italian friends were chanting like crazy but the game ended up in a tie. Either way the but fans seemed to enjoy the game. After the game finished, there was a finale performance, the stadium transformed into a tall house and me and many of the other fans were in this big living room. as the performance was going on there was a point where the the lady performing turned into this big gorilla that had a bunch of bananas and selected me to be the special guest by putting a banana in my mouth. as the banana was in my mouth, the gorilla/performer was asking me questions that I wasn’t able to answer because the bananas in my mouth and so I would just be making noises and everyone would be laughing and I was fine with that. Gradually, the questions again began to become more serious, asking me personal questions about my relationship with myself. They were asking me questions about if I was holding anything back from myself. Anything that I was keeping inside myself that I wasn’t allowing to be expressed outwardly, and honestly I couldn’t think of anything. I don’t think I have anything that I’m holding within me that I should be releasing out. The performing gorilla asked me if there’s anything scary about myself that I found that I want to share and yet again, I honestly couldn’t find anything. dream transition to me looking at myself in the mirror. As I begin looking at myself in the mirror, I started to split from myself, so it was as the awareness of myself removed itself from my body and what was left was that awareness looking at my body in the reflection. My awareness was being touched by my physical body, and then my physical body trying to attack my awareness by sucking itself into me. I was stronger than my physical body and pinned my physical body down my. in the dream I was confused because I didn’t know which part of me was the good Jantzen. The good Jantzen which was the awareness or was it the body I was pinning down. I was conflicted and I didn’t like having to fight myself.

8 Jul 2024

Dream

A priest I loved showing exstream anger towards me because I wore ugly make-up

8 Jul 2024

Dream

I was in sales again and was going around to each of my clients and trying to give them something. For one of the clients I was releasing their shoes, but they were almost sitting on my face. I had to keep asking them to readjust so I could breathe. Another client I was trying to give an extra pair of shoes who sell shoes. She assured me she was fine and on one shoe a week program from her company.another client excepted money from me as a gift as a way to say thank you. I was going around the mall making these touch points with my client and bumped into Kelly. My most successful friend! just had a wonderful lunch with Kelly, my dear friend Who is very successful and gave me great advice as always. She always reminds me what is important. I was feeling very upbeat as I was doing my route through the mall to the public transportation wrapping up my day. I was passing the part of the mall with there’s always some guy trying to talk to me. Usually one of the same guys and this time the guy was occupied but yelling to catch my attention. I started running, not afraid, but just trying to avoid him. I took off a big jacket, so that I could run faster and avoid him. I remember, I was cautious and focused to get to public transportation. I was waiting for the bus/train and was with Kelly again. It was dark in the sign across the street from the bus stop was going into a parking lot named more sugar in Spanish. I thought that was funny and pointed it out, however there was a commotion and we went to go check it out. Kelli was wearing baggy clothes and boots and when we went to see what was going on because everyone was moving, they said there was a snake there. After a few seconds, they found the red black white and yellow snake on Kelli, and brushed it off of her. Everyone was quite scared and worked up. The snake had a giant white tag hanging off of it as it went into the gutter. Then after I caught the bus to El Cerrito, California, where I used to live for a few months, I was walking along and saw a big smile in a rearview mirror of a car. It was Ryan, Kelli‘s husband. He told me he wanted to grab something to eat with me, I said I just ate with Kelli, but that I would pick it something with him, not eat but hang out with him while he ate. He told me to get in so I got in and he started driving erratically. at one point he turned left and I almost fell out of the vehicle because there was no door on the car. He told me he needs to “sing HU” like me and I told him I would do it with him and assured him it was important. I remember as we were driving, thinking I was supposed to be selling and here it was filling up my calendar with non-revenue producing things. I liked Ryan. I was just feeling conflicted over my priorities and needing to sell.