23 Apr 2024
Dream
I started my dream with being in like in a senior apartment, or like a senior duplex or something. And I was there with my kids, and my grandma and my granddad was in one room. My mom and I guess whoever she was with was in another. And me and my kids were in another room. We were sharing a big apartment or something. And I recall going outside and looking through these like, it was like a, like, it looks like a court, like a, I don't know how to explain it. It's like, like a garden, but it wasn't a garden. It was like a cemented walkway that you can walk around. Anyway, it was Easter. And I had an Easter basket out there. And I had crayons, you know, big box of different types of crayons. And I got my Easter basket from one of my coworkers the day before. And when I brought it home, I put it in there, you know. And I, the next day, the next morning, I went out and I got it. And me and then it went from that to me bringing my stuff in the house. People were trying to talk to me. Oh, you're so little, you know. And I was just rejecting them. It's okay, you know, I'm already with somebody. And then I went inside the house. Then I saw them setting up in like this gazebo looking area. I don't know what they were doing. I don't know if they were at a church or something. But they were all sitting there just, you know, kind of like it was a wedding or something. That's what it seemed like, you know, like, like a ceremony or something. And then after they had it, they were putting the chairs up. And I remember having my youngest son and my daughter, my oldest daughter, with me. And we got into a Uber. And I don't know where we went. But I just recall us coming back home. And I thought I was scratching my daughter's back. But the whole time I was scratching the driver's back, which was weird. And I was like, Oh, my bad. He's like, Oh, you're fine. It's okay. He's like a young kid, you know. So we'll get back home. And, you know, he's like, okay, so what did you have for dinner? What are you going to eat? Whatever. And I told him that we had, you know, I think we had, I forgot what I made. But last night, I made jambalaya. So I think maybe I made that. And everybody already ate. And I was like, Oh, I'm gonna make dessert. So when I got back in the house, I talked to my, you know, my grandma, and I'm like, like, Grandma, do you want to have some, you want some cookies? And my granddad was like, you know, he's, you know, she can't have any sugar. And I was like, Oh, shoot, I, I almost forgot. She couldn't have any sugar. And he was like, you know, I can't have any sugar either. I said, Oh, but you know, you could probably have sugar free cookies. He was like, yeah. But it's okay. I don't want that. It's okay. He's like, okay. And on TV, it was like, a Christmas musical. And I'm like, Oh, she's like, Oh, which one is that key? And I'm like, and she starts singing. And I was like, just standing there just listening to her sing and recording her because I knew that I would miss it. And I knew I would want recordings of her singing. So I saved it in my phone as music. And because I felt like I had to hurry up and make the food. I told her, Grandma, it's okay. You know, then I asked her about the cookies. And then, you know, and I was like, no, it's okay. And then my grandma asked me if I got everything situated. As far as my bills, money. And I said, No, grandma, it didn't hit my account yet, which is my week in life. I'm waiting. I was waiting for my money to hit my account. And I said, No, grandma, it didn't hit my account yet. She said, Well, I'll help you key. And I said, No, I'm just gonna wait until I get it. And then if I don't, then I'll definitely ask. And she said, Okay. I appreciate it. But she will help. And I know she always will. But so I left out of there. And then I went to my mom and her friend's room and asked her if they want cookies. And she said, Yeah, okay. So I told her while I let the cookies bake, then I would go run and get ice cream. And the kid that was the Uber driver, he asked, Can I stay and have some cookies, too? And I'm like, Yeah, you know, sure. I don't mind. And at first when we were driving in the Uber, originally, I was looking I saw this cute guy. He's so handsome. And then I thought let's stop looking at other people. You got the one you love. You got your man. You have the man of your dreams. You don't need to look any further. And I was like, I'm not looking any further. I'm not looking for him to be mine. I'm just looking because I'm just admiring his handsomeness. But I know I don't need to look anymore because I got who I want. I was so sure in my dream, like, I know who I want. But I was so happy to see my grandma.
