22 Apr 2024
Dream
There is a facility in Chattanooga/Atlanta by a beach ( I’m strangely aware my abuser lives here) it sits on the river and by a lake.
A lot of I was brought here with a few women and each one was struggling with her mental health.
I was there trying to help them.
Our wooden structure was 4-stories and with bridges connecting to everyone’s rooms and common area. A woman named Delores was annoyed and threatened to commit suicide. Ultimately she climbed to the third floor and jumped. she landed on the back of her neck, somehow surviving without any injuries.
Another woman is so unhappy. She threatens to do the same, but our support system helps her…
The scene changes and we’re all in a building/facilty where these men are coming to grab us one by one.
No one wants to leave. They’re dangerous.
Two of the women they plan to take decide hide in seperate closets (this facility feels like the second story of my childhood home)
In the closet of one woman (Celia), the door is completely broken… and walking by a blonde lady tells her that it’s a terrible hiding place.
Celia looks up and sees a sliding attic door, but she can’t reach it.
Minutes later one of the abductors finds her and takes her away.
The woman hiding in the other room isn’t discovered.
The abductors are coming for two more women. Jules picks the same closet as Celia. She sees the opening and climbs in the attic corridor is long and narrow, she can barely fit. She reaches a dead in and decides to go back to the closet because getting stuck would be worse than being abducted. She is abducted, and the men are confused why she’s covered in dust.
I’m told they are coming for me… and I hide in the very same closet. I see the attic and climb up. I fit just fine, though it’s snug. I climb to the end and choose to stay there until I hear the men leave. However the ceiling can’t support my weight. It breaks. I fall the floor. In pain and covered in dust.
One of men finds me and takes me.
We’re in something similar to prison? It’s co-ed though…
And I see a woman I met and had a crush on outside of the dream (Anna). She and I spend time together. I don’t persue a relationship.
Apparently she has a girlfriend now (in reality she’s getting a divorce from a man)
And I confess, that I still have feeling for her. But I will respect their relationship. Anna is content, but her girlfriend is angry and threatens me.
A few days pass and one of our mutual friends kisses her on the cheek as a greeting. I ask Anna and her girlfriend if it’s okay for me to greet Anna that way again…. I miss my friend….
But the girlfriend is furious. She threatens me…
Her threat means nothing to me, and I respectfully explain myself…
She’s angrier, and she throws a watery liquid at me… it lands in my eyes…. I tell her not to do it again… and she ignores me and slashes me in both my eyes.
I grab her face and bash it into the floor until she’s bloody.
I’m taken into a different area. Where men are lifting weights. (I can’t exercise in reality) I see men I like, but I’m self conscious about what I physically can’t do…
Some time passes and I keep trying to lift weights… eventually they let me back into the main area and here Anna is.
Anna finds out about her girlfriend’s conspiracy to get me kicked out or killed, and she’s upset.
She tells me… but she doesn’t know what to do her girlfriend sees us talking… she looks upset however, she doesn’t bother us.
A male supervisor calls me over and shows me video of a simulation that's completely black & white. There are animated characters, cards, black silhouettes and dice. And as they combine the become more advanced. Until they tranform into colorful energy. I have to try to control them because they are ACTUALLY real.
There is nothing I can do to stop them...
