14 May 2024
Dream
I came home from college for the summer and went back to my church for the first time, and my mom and siblings came with me for some reason, even though my mom does not like that church. I was prepared to help in any way. I just didn't know what needed to be done. I assumed I would be playing the piano as I did every Sunday before I went to college, but no one had mentioned anything about it to me yet. I ended up talking with a few people I knew in the ladies bathroom. Then I flushed my phone down the toilet, and panicked, but I got it back. Then I did a couple things in the kitchen and looked for rice, but there wasn't any, so I dried my phone the best I could. It ended up working perfectly fine afterwards. Then I realized that it was one minute before the service started, so I ran over to the main platform. The other pianist, who is one of my closest older friends, was at the main piano already, so I went to the second piano, but she beckoned me over, and stopped playing and went over to the choir loft. I sat down, but I didn't even know what I was supposed to be playing. I looked at her and asked, and she told me the song, I started to just play a long intro so it wasn't silent, but I motioned to the choir director to wait because I knew I didn't have the music yet. Well, he started the so anyways, so I panicked and played the best I could without music. It was really bad. Then I did some stuff, started crying, his under the piano seat, and stayed there the whole service. Then my ex boyfriend looked at me and made a face of concern. Then he texted me and sent me some videos. He never does that, though we are pretty decent friends still. I was wondering if he was asking if I was okay, but I never looked at the videos to see. Then I woke up.