20 Oct 2024
Dream
Had a dream where Ralph and I were driving to a bank. Inside the bank, people were conducting business in various rooms, like a typical bank. The lines however were rather long and there were extended wait times before the customers were seen. In one area of the bank that wasn’t like a normal bank, a customer was speaking with a nurse about having a colonoscopy. She told the customer that if he needed some assistance, he could ask her. He went into the bathroom that was located in the middle of the bank. It was a slender bathroom and if you wanted pass it, because of the light, you could see right through it. The customer was sitting on the toilet in a hospital outfit.
I then walked through the bank. The number 10 was everywhere. Unsure if that meant interest rates but it was interesting to see the number 10. I walked to another side of the bank and Oprah Winfrey was dressed in a purple outfit and sitting down on a chaise talking to Ralph. She asked him what his opinions were about the preview to two sequels to two movies that were to be release in 2025. If I recall, one of the movies was entitled “The Boss: Part 3”. There was another movie that was to be released as well that was a part 3. As she spoke to him, I also provided my perspective. I was totally ignored. They held a conversation and it was as if I wasn’t there. I was thought to myself, “Can you hear me?!”. One of my aunts was there too. I saw her when I was prepared to leave. I was tired of waiting in the bank and I was tired of being ignored.
As I walked out of the bank, a young boy jokingly asked how I felt wearing the outfit I was wearing or if I felt ugly wearing it. I knew he was joking but I didn’t have the strength or desire to entertain him. I told him it was just clothes and it wasn’t that serious. I had on jeans, a shirt, and comfortable shoes. I thought about the Pandemic where we were all stuck in our houses. I told him during the Pandemic, we couldn’t care less about something as trivial as clothes because we were all just trying to survive and besides, I was comfortable. My shoes were black with the back cut out of them similar to bedroom shoes.
I got in the car. I was ready to go. Ralph got in the car and i thought he was ready but apparently he had not yet been seen by a bank worker. I thought about how I was being ignored when he was talking to Oprah. I even felt ignore by one of my aunts. I thought it was interesting that I would be ignored when it was my car that Ralph drove to the bank in the first place. Was it because I didn’t dress the part of a person who appeared successful and who would value comfort over fake appearances? I wanted to leave that bank and distance myself from everyone
