7 Jul 2024
Dream
I dreamt that my father was in the hospital, and my mother was by his side. Suddenly, I received a phone call saying that both of them had died. It felt like my world had collapsed. The strange thing is that my mother, despite being dead in the dream, managed to call me on video. Honestly, I have never seen a happier or more beautiful woman than she appeared in that video call. I remember at one point, I was sitting at a table with my aunts who were trying to support me, and I even managed to make a joke: “I miss my mom, but I’m focused on her debt agenda.” Everyone laughed. At one point, it turned out that my father hadn’t died, and just before the dream ended, my father and I got up from the table to go and find out how my mother, if she was dead, could communicate with us through the phone. The second and last time my mother called me, my aunt, her sister, took the phone away from me and said, “It’s not good for you to talk to and see her.” My mother didn’t say anything in that call. The dream hurt me a lot; I love my mother more than anything in the world. I even woke up crying, and for 30 minutes after I woke up, I cried.
