6 Jul 2024
Dream
My dream was we went to a tribal place where they believed in god a lot. Very spiritual people. They were going to help me be able to have kids again, even though I told them I had a partial hysterectomy. The leader said he could still make it happen. I had to put some device in my vagina to start with. It felt like a toothpick and hurt, but I believed what he was saying and kept it in. They had me do a test. I held a long drum stick and was blind folded. I had to hit the wall behind me. It was gold plated and right in the middle was a round picture of Jesus. I hit it every time and it made a beautiful sound and got the people of the tribe talking. At one time I accidentally burped out loud and one of the tribal ladies punched me in the face. She said it’s not lady like and that’s the punishment, so I let her do it. One of my little brothers was there with me and he did something wrong. I was able to get him to come down from a boat they had nearby. The punishment for what he did was to punch him in the chest and stomach. I said be ready for it, but I didn’t get to see it happen in my dream. My step mom was with me through this whole dream as well. We were on a mission to get to the end of the very long boat we were on. There was a mermaid looking woman who would hold her breath for so long under water that she would die, but come back to life. Everyone thought it was so great that she could do that and god would let her come back to life. She reminded me of a serpant or Medusa by the way she looked and acted. Close to the end I was meditating and I said someone has had a baby. The leader said how do you know and what’s the gender. I said I could feel it. I was in water and meditating. It’s a boy I said. He then said lead us to the baby. So I started walking towards a pool they had for what looked like seahorses, but bigger like small dog sized ones. There was a baby, I lifted it and said it’s a boy. The tribe cheered. The leader then said it’s time for you to be able to have kids again. He showed me to a woman who had tools and what looked like pieces of cloth. She was going to reach up inside of me and rebuild my cervix and tubes, so I could bear children again. Once it was done I could make love to my husband with some kind of plant they had and would have another child like god intended. I said no this is wrong. You said I could do it naturally, god would make it happen. I’m not letting her do that to me. The leader said god is upset that you did what you did. I told him it was for medical reasons and he is fine with my decision. I woke up before anything else happened
