24 Jun 2024
Dream
So it starts out at this house, everyone has their own chores. Iām doing dishes and I remember ranting to my sister about how I donāt like doing them and I just wish people would wash them after using them so I wouldnāt have to do a lot in a day and how itās different for other families. As the day goes on towards the night, my sister and I go to this party/club. My sister takes me to it with her girlfriend. I meet my cousin which in reality I havenāt met in awhile but I meet her at the party in my dream and I kind of just sit down at a table. I know a couple of people there, theyāre all people from my childhood or past. It almost feels like Iāve been there before in like another dream. I wave hi to my cousin whoās across the room from me, and she looks kind of sad but I brush it off. My sister and her girlfriend are like flirting a little. I see my ex-boyfriend Jonathan to my left but on the other side of the room. He looked at me for a second and he started to act weird. I kind of just brushed it off because why was he acting weird? He would look at me every now and then and itās weird because I wouldnāt have to look at him to know he was looking at me because I could feel when he would. Later on, my dad texts me and actually thereās a part in my dream where I recall already have being there from a past dreamā¦ This guy at the party passes out papers to everyone and I call out to everyone ānot to open it because itās the same paper as last time.ā Itās a black folder and it has like papers and documents in it but I donāt remember what the papers had on them. Shortly after the paper situation, my dad texts me and says āmy cousin is here with me and supposedly she works at midnight, but that when she gets off of work sheās gonna fuck-āand he cuts off the sentence. So I texted him āwhat do you mean?ā And he replied ādonāt worry about itā and I was told him to just tell me but he didnāt say anything and instead said ājust be thankful youāre there early?ā I donāt know what he meant by that. So I didnāt brush that off, I was kind of worried about because who was she gonna have sex with? Was she gonna have sex with Jonathan? Or her boyfriend that she was talking to? I looked her way and I didnāt see her over there where she was earlier and so I started to wonder what my dad meant by after work? Because she was literally already here earlier. My cousin walks in the minute Iām done thinking that. I wave high and sheās all happy, and I look at her, and she comes over at me. I tell her to come with me to the bathroom and ask her if I can talk to her for a second. Everyone looks at me weird and she was like āI canāt really do that, thereās nowhere to go.ā But thereās a bathroom to the right of us so I grab her arm and rush her into the bathroom with me. While weāre going to the bathroom, Jonathan stares me down, and I freak out on the inside. So when we get into the bathroom, I ask her āwho are you going to have sex with tonight?ā She told me āOh no, I canāt tell you that.ā So then I ask her, āis it Jonathan?ā And sheās like āno.ā So I ask if itās her boyfriend and she says no, again. Almost as if sheās just going to say no to anyone I ask for. She also got nervous when I asked who it was. I start thinking, āwhat am I gonna do if itās Jonathan?ā I kind of just brushed the situation off a little, and these two other girls were wanting to go in the bathroom. So I kind of like packed up the conversation and they kept playing with the doorknob, and I tried to hold it so they wouldnāt come in. I let go of it and they came in anyway. I unlocked it and I went to the sink to wash my hands so it wouldnāt be weird that people saw the both of us girls go in there together. At this point I realize that the place the party is held at looks like my elementary school cafeteria but the party was just in a small corner and not the full area of space, and I donāt even know why Iām at the party to begin with. As Iām there I start to think that itās not really even a party. Which in the beginning of my dream it started off as a party but then it kind of shifts into just this grey building. Like thereās a pool, and tables. A lot of tables actually. But yeah, as we walk out of the bathroom my sister looks at me and asks āwhat happened?ā And I was like ānothing, I just had to ask her something.ā And everyone went back to work? At this point, Jonathan and I both know that weāre both at this party, and weāre both looking at each other but he was on his phone and I was trying to brush off the fact that we were even seeing each other at a party in person. It was weird though because our phones were our shoes? I had a whole flip flop as a phone. Jonathan was holding a shoe too. After this part in my dream, it shifts into the morning. Itās just more light. This person calls for groups, so I get up and walk to this friend of mine. Her name is anais. Sheās apart of this like group, so I ask her āhey can I join your group?ā Acting like I know what it is, but I donāt. She tells me āyeah of course, come with meā and she takes me to her friend who has glasses, blond hair, and is really tall. Her friend was like welcome, Iām gonna show you around. Which leads me into a hallway, and room where I see my cousin and she says hey, I say hey back. Then we turn to the side that Jonathan is at. Which was across the whole venue. And I walk down, and he doesnāt acknowledge that Iām there but I know he knows that Iām next to him now. He doesnāt look at me at all. It felt off about being there, because I think he was signing up for groups too. So, I go all the way down because i donāt wanna be next to him. And this teacher, they have us sit at this table with our groups, and itās basically like if thereās a problem we have to solve it within our groups. The first task was there was this clear wall, like a window. You had to figure out if there was a wall there. I didnāt think there was a wall there, I thought it was gonna be a piece of cake. Just walking through this clear wall. Because there was nothing there. I was the last one to walk through it because I was the last one in line. I went all the way down. All of the people in front of me were saying there was a window there. But I didnāt see or think there was one. They had to somehow climb over it. These two guys were making jokes about it, and I started to laugh about it. So did Jonathan. He had looked back and seen that I was laughing with them. But I look away so that I donāt stare him. Itās so weird because in my dream itās like I knew when to look away. I always had a gut instinct telling me when to look away because he was looking at me. It never came my turn, it just shifts into a next meeting. Thatās when I see Jonathan lined up. I go and stand next to where Jonathan was sitting. I kind of just stand there with this other guy who wants to be in club in. Because there were multiple clubs now, club 1, club 2, and 3 and all the way up until club 7. I was in club 7 and my friend was in club 1. I switch clubs because I wanted to be with my friend. So now Iām in club one with my cousin and friend, except I donāt really hang out with them because thereās a lot of people in this club so I get stuck with this big guy. Heās really chubby, but smart. And he kind of just let me follow him around. So I sat next to him, but beside me Jonathan appeared. And he tells me he wants to be in club 1. Instead though, he goes around the table. And basically went to where I was sitting in the beginning of my dream. So we basically switched seats. He kind of just stands there looking at me, and the teacher says āyeah Iām watching you Jonathan.ā And Jonathan nods his head and he just stares off into the distance and I start to wonder whatās going on. I start questioning if heās okay. At this point I start to question where my sister and her girlfriend are at, because I havenāt seen them since earlier and then I wake up from the dream.
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