21 May 2025
Dream
I had a dream, where I was my current age, but we were going over to a mall for kids, me and my old classmates. We were seated in tables, school by school. Anyways, I sat down very early, waiting for others to sit down, and I also had my friends backpacks, I was minding them until they sat down. Then some of my classmates sat down next to me. I told them this "isin't it weird that we're like 18 and 19 and we're going to some children's play area thing? I mean some of us have drivers licenses", they acknowledged my fact but then they started to take my bag playfully, I I was tugging on it, then they started to take my friends bags so I started tugging on those, and then I hide them well under the seat. Anyways, when some time passed, my ex crush, who is now my current crush again, came to our table and sat down, me and her were separated by a guy sitting next to us. She made me feel uncomfortable, because I hurt her emotionally because I was in therapy and I didn't mean to, this was in real life. But anyways, when I see my 1 friend walk by, I throw him his bag and then I see my other friend walk by, I tell people to move out the table so I could go give him his bag. My friend goes to a sweet shop, so I gave him his school bag, and we start looking through sweets. Then, an authority tells us not to do that, because the tour hasn't started yet. So we just indifferently go to our tables. Now my crush is at the right side of the table, still separated by a guy, and I'm glad we are. Anyways, I won't see her again in this dream, because the schools are getting called over and it's our schools turn next, so I run over, and I get a sticker with a number 1. on it. I was very proud that I'm number one, and I didn't get to choose which number I was, I was just called over first. Anyways so we walk to the big play area and my first worry is that I should choose an attraction that doesn't make me sweat, so I won't get an eczema flare up (just like irl) . So I find this attraction where u ride inflatable space ships, they're small, and they fit me. Tbh, sometimes during the dream I'm a child, sometimes I'm a short adult. Anyways, my childhood friend Samuel tells me that I have dirty socks, and asks me if I don't clean them so I don't get food poisoning when cooking. I tell him I do clean them, but when I cook, all the bacteria die anyways. But u decide to clean my socks in the bathroom. But I can't find the bathroom, I go looking everywhere. I see lots of children's stores and I even go to the ground floor, which has some stores for adults, with clothes, furniture etc. but I finally make it, to the weird bathrooms. The walls and doors are made of wood. You see there two doors next to each other labelled mens bathroom, when u open both of them, they lead to the same room. I came inside and I see there a space to peak through the door at the other side of the bathroom stall. So I peak through there and the other person peaks back at me, but then I hide my head and peak back again and I see Samuel. We talk about the stupid door design that, anyone can just peak and then I start to do my business. I'm afraid someone will come in, because peeing in public makes me feel vulnerable because someone can come in. Anyways, I hear a person eneter the bathroom and pull on the handle, "occupied" I say and then he leaves. I'm done done peeing by that time but I have been peeing for a long time in the urinal, so I stop. Anyways, I was alls holding the door shut with my hand so there was no crack to look through at me. Okay I leave the bathroom and the rest of the dream is just me trying to find my way into the kids area. I get stuck in the adult section, meeting a girl there, which, we seemed to be friends, because she started saying stuff about wearing adult clothes. I saw an escalator at the adults section leading to a ceiling , so I got off of it quickly and decided to look at this Asian woman go up it and see what happens to her but I think she dissapeared. Then I saw a chocolate egg I could buy, which the more I thouched it the more crumbled the wrapper looked, I wanted to take it but I have eczema so I knew I couldn't. I didn't end up finding the play area again, my dream ended before that happend. But that was a very fun dream.
