18 Oct 2024
Dream
I was trying to smoke with my older sister Jadelynn and I remember I didn’t wanna be high. I just wanted the people around me to feel like I’m like them, and that I can handle what they can handle . I believe I was trying to impress my brother Jeremy and his friends and me and my older sister Jadelynn walked away to kind of stall for the joint to burn out on its own, and we were sitting on top of a roof, letting the joint burn out, and mine fell in the ground and my brother Justin was like it happens. Then suddenly I was driving in a car with someone people I didn’t know, but I wasn’t scared and for some reason I guess I’ve been introduced in the dream because they were talking to me as if they knew me and I think it might’ve been basketball player, Anthony Edwards was trying to raise me up and telling me about how much money he made except in the dream, he was a drug dealer and he was holding me and I was happy to be held and I was open to love that didn’t involve Mason for once I was OK if the love wasn’t from Mason , but I wasn’t attracted to him and I wasn’t impressed. By the way he was behaving. I saw him as a red flag and I decided I wouldn’t continue to start anything. Then my dream shifted to a big party also in a blue lit space outside somewhere that reminds me of a place I used to work a little while ago it was like a rave type set up and there were lights a music under ground like a garage but open on both ends and I remember wanting to make what felt like my older sister Jadelynn feel comfortable with my silly dancing and as I was doing she was to and I could since her becoming more comfortable in that environment as we were looking around, we could spot other people copying our dancing and we could tell they actually thought it looked cool and we were all joined in a group and started dancing together following each other around and we recorded into a wall like what the heck how do we get here and I noticed a girl that I would typically feel intimidated by say it’s cause we’re all connected. The music is connecting us and I looked at her and I was like it really is it’s connecting us and I was happy she was there and I was happy. We were all there and we knew the party was gonna be over Zoe fussed about what song we should listen to and I was struggling trying to find the best song I thought if I could type in little Vete, the song would make us all dance, and I believe it would in real life, but I was having trouble with the screen since it was a dream and I never got to play our song, but it wasn’t this sad thing. It was just frustrating. I don’t remember at which point but at some point there was a puppy again, but this time the puppy was so happy the puppy kept licking and kissing and love biting this cute little boy he was pushing him back. He was so affectionate, and the little boy was soaking it up happy to have the puppy, and the puppy came up to me and I almost wanted the puppy, but I knew the puppy wasn’t mine to have and that his father bought it for his son and that his son needed the puppy, the little boy rushed over to me and said no don’t take my puppy as if he knew I could read my mind and I reassured him that I wasn’t gonna take his puppy that that was his puppy and I felt peace. Happy that they had each other.
