6 Nov 2023
Dream
The second dream I had was, I had this dream that I was preparing myself for a baby shower with my boyfriend and it was like, it was okay, it was nice but I don't know, I constantly get this feeling that, not constantly but like, I have like half of me thinks okay he's coming back, we're gonna talk, we're gonna work things out, you know, but the other half is like, no he's not coming back, that's just gonna work, I just have to move on from it, you know, and it's painful to think because I really do love him and I really do miss him and I just constantly get reminders all through him, you know, so it's just one of the hardest periods of my life ever that I'm facing right now, so, yeah.