23 Oct 2023
Dream
I had the dream while sleeping at my brothers house. I dreamt I was in his room with him and his wife, and there was this woman there who was half naked, she never said a word, and even though she was dressed provocatively, she looked innocent. I remember feeling disgusted by her. I told her that there is a time and place to dress like that, and that modesty goes along way. She practically sat in my lap, and she was quite small. And even though I didn’t like her, I loved her and felt like I needed to protect her for some reason. Then this guy appeared, and was talking to her and told her that she needed to remember the contract and that until he got his money she couldn’t do what she wanted. She looked scared, and he pulled out a knife and I grabbed the knife, he pushed it, and it cut the side of my throat. The man looked surprised. Then suddenly I didn’t feel good, and I was so tired I could barely move. I started crawling. I made it to the living room, where my brother was, and told him about the man with a knife. He yelled “he did what? I’m gonna go talk to him.” But then he didn’t come back. I kept crawling, feeling sick and kind of knowing it was a dream. I kept biting my arm and telling myself it was a dream, but I could almost feel the bite. Every time I felt like I was waking up from the dream I would feel my throat and I could still feel the cut from the knife. I tried to jump up and make myself fly, but I couldn’t. I crawled outside where I saw my mom, and I begged her for help. I kept saying somethings not right, this reality is not right. Something is wrong with me. But she just passed me by. I made it out to where my brothers camper sits, and looked over at the lake. There was a raft being pulled by a giant bird with a cat on it. The cat turned into a lady. And I remember saying there’s a glitch in the matrix some thing is not right. Then I saw an old coworker. And her little sister was going to rent the camper from my brother. I remember begging her for help, telling her some thing was wrong with me. Something wasn’t right there was something wrong with reality. But she didn’t really seem to understand.