16 Nov 2023
Dream
My family kept dismissing and ignoring me, calling me dramatic, disrespecting my wishes at an event I was supposed to be the center of. All of them were gathered in one house, the floor was wood and I was scared of falling through to the floor under at any moment. Every time I screamed and yelled in frustration they insulted me and kept calling me dramatic. I went to my significant other's house, a man who I don't know, and his family was less fancy but just as judgemental. They were white, but there was a maid, who was black, like I am. I tried to help her, and did some sort of magic to duplicate ingredients in cooking so we had enough, but when she checked, the bottom of the bowl was covered in olive oil and from it a fire enemy from a video game I play started attacking me. Her attacks were much more effective than mine.
For some reason after I had to go through the mountains, fighting enemies like the same ones from the game, using a team of me, a character I like but don't have, and two characters I use regularly. I kept having to switch myself out because I was so vulnerable to the attacks even though I fought back, and the enemies which are usually unintelligent talked about me to me, insulting and mocking me. The character I like came in and helped heal me and even he did more damage than I did even though I was supposed to be a DPS and he was a healer, and he moved faster than me. He is a sweet character, and I liked him romantically so I wanted his attention, but he was distant and only seemed to notice me as a teammate. The enemies kept mocking me even when I was off field.
