24 Feb 2024
Dream
Came to spend time with the kids. I remember seeing their dad he left and I was introduced to a lady, brown skin with short pixie haircut. Her name was April I think in the beginning she was introduced to me as ducks girlfriend, but at some point in the dream , it came out that she was Coreys girlfriend that’s not an issue but we were just spending time together me and her with the kids and going to different stores another different places. We were even a grocery store looked like food world in Troy from the 90s.There was a show we were seeing and I remember seeing some chairs setup like in an auditorium and everybody having a seat I sat down in a seat, and Junior sat down right behind me in a different seat on a different row, but it was directly behind me, And he started complaining about he just can’t see and I’m in his way and just being extra but I’m like you chose to sit directly behind me there other seats available but it’s like he chose that seat just so he could have something to say and then Junior just started to act out really bad and Started being disrespectful and saying all these things to me and she kind of jumped in and she knew exactly what he was doing and understood what was going on at some point in the dream he even began to say I was the ugliest person he had ever seen that he hates me, and that he hates that I’m his mother he wishes that April was his mother. I was in literal shocked over the things he was saying I even responded with you look just like me dude, you are my literal twin you look like the light skin male version of me. Used to think that he hates that he looks like me so he tries harder to act like his dad to spite the fact that he looks like me a woman, a girl, his mother. I think at some point April and Chanel tried to comfort me and this setting looked like it looked familiar like a family members house or somebody’s house that I had seen on a picture when I was really young this environment look like it was from the 90s as well but we in the dream was definitely present time it was just the places were what I known from what I remember them from being in the 90s or my childhood in general. I’m starting to think that April represents a guardian angel maybe version of me/ higher self or even it could have been my brother that passed on but in the dream appearing as a female/feminine energy-April somebody who was there to try to comfort me and understood exactly what I was going through with my son at the moment.
