5 Apr 2024
Dream
I had a dream about my dog Dusha that I don't have anymore. It was a nightmare and it started with me being at this big wedding thing. And I was supposed to marry my friend Nina, a girl, because of some conspiracy. But it was not today that I was supposed to marry here. My family has just asked me to fix this and marry her and it had to be a girl because it had to be a gay wedding for some reason. And I was walking through the hole and thinking about that and I said I don't want to do that. and Nina was walking in front of me and then somebody booked a flight and it was happening already the next morning But they didn't give me any information. I just had one email. It didn't say where it was supposed to be or how it worked or check-in information, nothing. So I was angry, I thought it was my brother or some man that booked this flight that was close to me. I don't remember who it was, but I think it was my brother. And I haven't talked to Nina about the conspiracy to marry. She would probably agree to it. And I thought, oh my God, she's a drunk and she can be really mean. I don't think that this is a good idea. I don't want to be married to this person. and then it turned out that I would have to But I don't remember the reasons why in the dream. And then I was walking around, I don't remember how the dream moved in this direction, but Tusha, my dog that I had to give away a long time ago, she was in the dream too, but she was my dog in the dream. She was walking around being cute and I took her and then she was coming up to another dog. My mom was holding her on the leash. but she let her get close to the dog and Tusha has aggression problems. so she was biting at the other dog but she didn't bite them because my mom pulled her leash back But the other dog bit her, or we didn't see that it did, but it looked like it did. And then she was hurt and she came back and came to me and then I was like, Mom, what are you doing? And I took the leash from her and I unleashed her and I took her with me. And she was so scared that she was starting to bite at me, too. But she didn't manage, and she was just doing it to scare me, and I didn't think anything of it. Because I trusted her that she wouldn't attack me. And then I let her lay for a little while. She was bleeding from her leg and there was a lot of blood coming. and then I came back to her and I tried to touch her a little bit and I said Tusha come on let me lift you we need to take you okay we need to take care of this And when I saw her hurt, I was so close to tears. I was so sad and emotional. This was my doggie, and she was hurt. And then I went and picked her up and I put her in my dad's room. I was in my dad's room in my family home, my childhood home. And then I took a pillow and I put it under her and I also took paper wipes and I put them under her as well so that she doesn't dirty the pillow. There was a lot of blood and I thought I need to take care of this, I need to take her to a doctor. But first I wanted to disinfect the wound. I knew it would hurt, but that's what we needed to do as fast as possible. So just looking for disinfection and some bandages so I could bandage it up for now that it's not bleeding as much.
