21 Jan 2024
Dream
I dreamt about you. We were both in the same class, in our current form, and I was late for history class...classical ADHD. I saw you in the 4th desk, your friend Dacu was sitting in the 3rd π€£, I don't know why you're not sitting together. I sat in the second because it was empty, although I would have come next to you. I realized that the 2nd one is also occupied because there were 2 students taken to the blackboard. So I took my heart in my teeth and came to you. I instantly felt how both of us were shy and somewhat silent in eachother's presence. Oana also appeared next to your friend dac, but he wasn't there anymore. English class started and the girl being young and strict, I started making fun and of course I started (just like I did in high school) and you followed. We had connected on having fun, on the inner child. We managed to open up the teacher as well, she had become warmer, more jovial.she had started to caress Luna, my cat as well. It was with Luna that the class had started when she told me to take her out and that's where I started making fun. There were moments when we were both laughing and I would have wanted to hug you because everything was so in flow, but I felt like giving you space. You even asked me "but where did you hide this Cristina and what just happened here. I wanted to tell you at that moment that it is our connection that amplifies this but I felt not to, probably because i had a fear of you telling me that it's in my head again π€£ and I woke up.