28 Jan 2024
Dream
I had sex with Musiq Soulchild. But, First I ended up at my grandmothers house with my mother. Little did I know she was leading me into a trap, my siblings were already in there. I got to door my uncle was standing there with is van blaring music. Like a movie soundtrack.
He told me that “the other kids didn’t make it, I know you want but here you go” he opens the door and I get sucked into house. The stairs were long and creaking, I made it to the top and was greeted with the smell of: bake chicken, greens, cornbread, cake, green beans, and potato salad. My grandmother was just like stuck cooking but didn’t seem bothered by it. I said “hey” and she just started making my plate. Even tho the rest of house was a never ending trap. One of the side rooms had people sick strapped to the bed wanted to get out, the living room people was watching tv and rambling. And other craziness, I got my plate and went to the back porch and saw soooooo many parked cars. I took a chance in going downstairs letting my food on the steps. The food look so good but my body was GOING OFF telling me not to eat it.
I go downstairs and is welcomed in this larger church setting, crème walls and red pews. All filled up with people I know, people I don’t know, famous artist and extended family. Everyone is talking and mingling like they don’t know about the chaos upstairs. My mom was surprised to see me and darted towards me but was stopped by the pastor starting. The pastor starts saying “Secrets are no more, come up to sing” my body alarms told me that it was after in the Chior stand than in the audience, I listen, now viewing the congregation. It’s much larger now but secrets started to come out as we are singing “songs” we were just singing peoples secrets. A couple of my deep secrets came out and i stood there and admitting because I wasn’t afraid anymore. People apart of my secrets, especially my mother, followed me outside of the church wanting deeper answers. Now we are back in my grandmothers backyard with all the cars. This limo pulls up, I get in trying to avoid the questions and my mother, a drag queen and my siblings all get in this limo with me. My mother tries to be scary and demanding about shaming me for dating this Drag Queen. I tell her OFF and everyone I that limo OFF besides the drag queen. I get out and realize we didn’t leave the backyard. The. That’s when Musiq Soulchild comes out and offers me to take me away from this hell. He was towing cara as a side job and one of his cars was underground. The opening was full of rust and barnacles, I was about to drop down until he seen a car that was the perfect size to get away. Throughout this ordeal, we did share eye contact and during that eye contact memories of our past, with one another, started to come up. It was like we were old lovers and saw each other again for the first time. We got in the SUV and people came after us. Running trying to stop the car from leaving, being broken out of a trance. He stayed calm and we dashed out of there, as soon as we left the parking lot it was like we were already on the highway entering Maryland. That whole ride we talked, laugh and caught up. I got to a house that I remember vividly, it was his home. I was so elated to be back in his house and safe. He picked me up over the treshhold and carried me all the way to the bedroom. Were we had some of the most nastiest, fantastic sex people dream of. Then I woke up .-.
