Dream Of School Dance And Awkward Kissing

okay i don’t know how much i remember abt it but i remember it was sorta like abt my night last night we had a school dance and then we stayed off campus at my newport house and met up with people later that night and yeah so forth - anyway so in my dream i remember maybe i was worried i drank too much or was being weird there was like part where there were like 2 sides/worlds to the like video game interactive world thing idk and us girls in our own part and the guys who stayed off campus on theirs- im pretty sure theirs was peaceful idkk but ours was good until all of a sudden like the guy comes out of a hole or something in the ground with a big gun then points it at officer/military guy idk the ppl surrounding this guy were like wearing bullet proof vests so then the crazy guy shot the guy in vest then all the officers or whoever started coming after him but he just shot them all idk then he started running towards the rest of the ppl (im not sure if i was actually there or not or j watching this happen idk) then somehow someone came and did something smart to stop him or distract him i dont remember but it was strange for sure like idk at a point there was this guy and this other guy i don’t remeber like i feel like i wasn’t there or so these guys are in a locker room maybe recapping or smth and then we or they notice of did notice a while ago there was this guy who as like a hero or maybe he was just normal or cute idk and he never took his shirt off and apparently it was bc he had these like embarrassing tattoos bc this guy was like oh we know u have them so don’t worry it’s okay and then revealed he got the same rly big tattoos on his chest and muscular back and so anyway i just remember maybe i went to the guys side and like saw it was a lot more chill and told them abt our shooter guy experience idk or maybe that was later when we were in this area and told them or? idk okay so at a point we’re on the couch (the one i actually ended up sleeping on at my house) and it was like me rex and luke w and i think bc last night in real life i was texting rex and was like i have a question for u and then he was like is it abt like w and i don’t know if that meant luke w or he just mis typed and so i realized it was probs luke w and that he kinda read my thoughts( cause like ive been kinda interested in him idk) so anyway back to my dream like i think so luke knew that i wanted him a little so he ended up like rizzing me up and putting him arm around me and like got close w me and rex left i think subtly and i was like happy abt it and looking into his eyes like happy and not nervous but then he just started kissing me and it was SoOo bad like so so so bad like atrocious and i like had to stop him and be like wait like what r u doing it just like was gross and not even kissing and then i dont i was like okay come on let’s just try again like kiss normal or idk what i said and then it was just so bad and so i had to stop but i was so upset because i rly did like him but i felt bad because i was like this is just not connecting or working between us for some reason idk and then (I feel like because I was in dreamworld like it wasn’t so mean or badly feel like is more just like a mutually like we just don’t have that connecting spark or whatever he just doesn’t like work. I’m not sure. I feel like understood what he was doing, but it wasn’t like the worst thing in the world where as if I was in real life being like OK this is just not working like what is going on if I actually said that in real life to him like that would be so mean, I would never do that you know because it was in a dream. I feel like it was just like acceptable. Do you know what i mean) so then the next day or something maybe the next morning I’m like in this like counter living room area not really sure might’ve been my kitchen here and then I’m pretty sure like him and Rex come out and I’m like trying to tell Rex or him. I don’t know that like I really do like him like I just like I’ll try again like I just don’t know what’s happening it was just not working like it was just like not like normal. I don’t know, but I didn’t feel like it was like about him sort of like it actually I don’t know like I wasn’t kicked out by him, but there was just something not working like something off. I don’t know so then I might’ve tried to again just to see if anything changed and we can like make it normal but then it just Wasn’t so then yeah I was kinda just like trying to tell one of them or I don’t know maybe Rex I really didn’t want to work because I actually I was like I actually do like like and like actually do like like his personality and whatever not like like like him like hard crush on him more like I’m interested in him and I like him as a person and I wouldn’t want this just to be a hook up -also like I remember the night before in my dream like the night we were on the couch. i was just wanted to take it slow or somehting i think i remeber that in my dream i may have just been upset because all i wanted to do was look into his eyes and like enjoy the moment and i didn’t think it was j hookup or idk if he thought that is was just or not i think maybe i was j nervous or i can’t tell