Dream About Musicians Drugs And Relationships

I was at a huge auditorium where live musicians were playing. The man playing guitar in front of me looked native american or mexican and had something wrong with his habd that someone in the crowd pointed out to him and said is that your eczema. The mudician looked disappointed and snubbed the guy saying that he hadnt had exzema in two years. It looked more injured than eczema. Then as i was trying to head our a big screen started playibg videos or kurt cobain and i paused to watch thinking how much i loved him and someone asked about him and i said he speaks to me in my dreams. Then i went to a publuc bathroom that was a building outside and found my drug stash because in the auditorium i felt in my pocket a sneakatock and i wanted to get rid of everything. In the bathroom i found a like three tin foil pipes and dope and i wadded everythibg up and threw it in a gray stone trash outside then left walking. Then there was a giant skyscraper with basketball courts at top and i was drivibg and made a wrong turn because a car was right behind me turning and i think i was in wrong lane but as you drove you played the basketball game. I was making a left tirn in a really busy intersection of curvy streets. Then i got really turned on and was in my an apartmrnt that was mine i guess and started to masturbate and looked at my vagina. Then i called my husband and was looking for my hoop earrings to wear and found them. Then i called my partner. We started talking amf i looked him in the eyes and told him im not guilty of anything or doing anything wrong. I thought about the drugs but since i quit i felt okay in telling him that.