Dream About Homeless Person Intruder

I basically right, I was in that bed, and I was like, I was sound asleep, so, so, so sound asleep, right, and I was like a knock on my door that woke me up, and then someone opened it, and it was like this short lady, she was kind of fat, she had like a round face, very red face, she was really dirty, and I knew her, she was like one of the homeless people that's outside, and you and I both knew her, apparently. And like, when we walked by her, we were always friendly toward her. Her name was Carmen, and you would call her Marmon, like as a joke. And she was always asking us for food or a place to stay, and we always told her, like, no, no, like, we can't, we can't give you anything, but we give her stuff, like, if we had stuff, you know what I mean, but, like, we didn't usually didn't have anything to give, right, and I was like, really, so, so asleep, what opened my eyes, and my door was open, and Carmen was standing in my doorway, and I was like, I totally thought that I was dreaming, because I was like, How the fuck would she get in my apartment, I and then I just started to fall back asleep, and then she said, "Please, can I please help, please to stay? Please, I just need something to eat, please, please, please, please. I got into your apartment, I know I shouldn't have, but the door was unlocked. Someone left the door unlocked, and I just, I knew that you guys would be nice to me, and I just need somewhere to stay. I just need something to eat, please, please. I, I got a job, and I'm gonna be able to get a credit score soon, and once I have a job and my credit score would be able to get a lease on an apartment, I just need somewhere to stay for just a couple days, please, just while I'm starting my job, please, please. She was just begging and begging, and I was like so half asleep, like I could barely move, and she was just standing in my doorway, she wouldn't fully come into the room and and I was like, okay, okay, just go on the couch, go on the couch, and I'll come outside in a minute, I need to wake up, go on the couch, I'll get you food, I'll get you some food, just go on the couch. so she left, so she left, and she went to the couch, and she sat down, and I like got myself up, and I realized I just told this homeless person she could stay here, like, because I was like half asleep, and, and I was like, "fuck. So then I, I went back out there, and I was like, "Hey, okay, you're gonna stay here for real? I mean, you could stay here for a few days, but really, you can't stay here very long. Do you really have a job? And I was trying to, like, you know, make sure she had a job, and blah blah, she's really dirty, and she was sitting on her couch, and I was really nervous about what she had. On, on her, and if she was really dirty, or she was sick, or anything, and you know, we ended up having her stay with us for a bit, and then we're trying to, after a couple days, we're trying to get her to her new job, right, and we were walking with her, or we're trying to get her somewhere to like sign some papers to like get something toward a new apartment or toward a job. I don't know. We were walking on like the side of the road and she started to act really weird. She was like falling all over herself, and eventually I was like, Carmen, are you high? Did you take something? And she could barely even talk. She was laughing, and she was like kind of getting a little bit aggressive with you. She was like, kept grabbing you and like shaking you, and like giggling, and I was like, all right, like, she, she took something, she's, she was an addict, she must have relapsed, and if she's relapsing, she can't stay with us. So I said, all right, Carmen, if you're gonna take drugs again, if you're gonna do drugs again, you can't, you can't stay with us anymore, and she didn't even really respond to me, because she was so high. She was just like wandering around, so we just left her. We left her there on the side of the road. She was just so high, she I didn't even like respond to us or process what was happening, right. So then I came back home, and we were chilling at home, and we chilled at home for like weeks, like we were chilling, and then one day you and I were standing there, and she had somehow gotten into the apartment, and we didn't know it, and she came out, and she was high again, and she was trying to talk to us like normal, but we were like, Carmen, you need to leave, you need to leave, and you were standing there, and you were saying, Carmen, you need to leave, you need to leave, and then she pushed you, she like shoved you, and you like your body like slammed into the chair, and then it was so forceful that the chair like flipped over, and like you're you flipped like in the air and like slammed on the ground and and I seen you get shoved like that made me so angry that I just like barreled at her and like chased her into the bathroom and started to beat her with one of my books, I beat the shit out of her, and I thought that she was dead. She was just laying on the floor, and she was bloody, and I just said beat the ever living shit out of her, and she was just laying, laying there, I and we called the police, and the police came, and they took her, and then we had to tell Stanley, you know, what happened, what she looked like, and I remembered saying, you know, she was kind of fat, she had a round face, very red and very dirty, and we were trying to figure out how she had gotten into the apartment, and she had gotten in through like that small bathroom window, like she had somehow, like, gotten in through that, I don't know, and it was just really, really scary, and then I. Like was continuing to live in the apartment, but I was scared from then on, like I was really scared, and I kept waking up at every noise, and then I kept waking up at every noise in real life, like waking up in real life, and I would think that I was like trying to see if Carmen was outside, and I was like, and then I'd hear like a noise out my window, and I'd realize, like, oh, like that was a dream, Carmen's not real. And then I would go back to sleep, and then I'd hear something again, and then I'd wake up again, and I would think that it was, I would like, get all frozen and scared, and then I'd realize something would, like, I'd hear another noise, right, like, move around and feel my bed, and I'd realize, like, okay, all right, that was a dream, that was a dream. Carmen is not real, and it happened like all night, I, and I was trying to wake up this morning since 7am and every time the alarm went off, I kept thinking that, like, I had to do something with Carmen. I had to, like, hide from her or find her or something, because it turned out that she was still alive, but she was in the police station, and they took her in, but they could have let her go, and what if she's in the house again, and no, no, no, no, and I just kept waking up to every sound, thinking that she had broken in again, and that I was gonna have to defend myself, and then I would fall back asleep, and it was just really confusing and weird, and I didn't realize that it was a dream fully until like just like now, when I fully like sat up. I finally just sat up out of my sleep and like tried to exit my bed to like see what's happening outside, and like nothing's happening out there, I think I was dreaming noises, I don't know, bro, I was.