Dream About Decision Between Two Men

I had a dream that I was debating between two men, my current boyfriend Ben, and a new man I met named dean. In this dream I met dean in an English highschool class. There were no open seats so I sat next to him. In the beginning of the class the teacher was naming the person in the class with the lowest grade, and he called out my name, and when he did I just like shimmied comedically because I really did not care. Through out the class dean and I started flirting and I liked the qualities I found in him that my current boyfriend didn’t have like maturity, compassion, passion, and motivation. In the middle of class, the teacher looks at dean and ask if he was related to my sisters Jalyn and Mackenzie gray, as dean apparently had the same last name. So I looked at dean and said, “your last name is gray”, and he looked at me a nodded confusingly. I looked at the teacher and said that they were my sisters not his, as I have a different last name, and the teacher looked at me with sadness as he had taught my sister Mackenzie years prior before she was murdered. I remember in the dream when he was telling me about teaching her, tears formed in my eyes and I slumped down at my desk trying not to show the class I was crying. After the class when we were leaving he told me where he lived, and he just happened to be my neighbor. So when I go home, I decide to use the bathroom, from the toilet I can see dean and a few of his friends pull up to his house (since he’s my neighbor living next to me). As they pull up I can hear them talking about me, and one of his female friends spots me in the window and walks over WHILE IM ON THE TOILET, to invite me over to hang with them. I reluctantly agree, get off the toilet and make my way outside. As I’m walking outside, my current boyfriend pulls up outside of my house. But when he gets out of the car I don’t see him as my current 20 year old boyfriend I see him as he was when he was like a 9 year old kid. And I’m not sure if that’s reflective one the way I think he behaves or what, but while talking to him he was begging to make plans with me and for me to not go over to deans, but I looked at him and saw a little kid. So I told him that I think our relationship needed a break and that’s when the dream ended.